) Life's Strife · 7:13pm May 9th, 2019
There’s not much I can say which adequately summarizes the last few months of my life. My financial situation, as well as the strife of everyday life, temporarily took me away from you all. This was most unfortunate, but it could not be helped.
Shortly after my last update on Pandemic: Hope, I took somepony under my wing. He’s young, barely an adult, but he had an abusive family. He was in a very bad place. So I now take care of him. There are still days in which he feels horrible, but he still seems to be getting better with every passing day despite those who have known him his whole life might have you believe.
I also came closer than ever to getting my next job. It doesn’t seem to be enough, yet, but I devoted an extensive amount of time, and I got so far as to receive the comment from Aerotek: “They’re preparing a job offer.” 
However, when I later called the company directly, they seemed to have changed their minds. Truly, it is their loss. Between traveling cross country and prep-work to interview with them (twice) and DoorDash to keep myself afloat, one whole month was consumed. 
Additionally, because money has been so tight, I have not been able to renew my prescription to treat my ADHD. As a result, I got so stingy with taking what little I had left that I’ve gotten into another accident while working or DoorDash. It was thankfully only a minor fender bender, but my decision to stop taking my prescription has completely disrupted my schedule. Again. The price of saving $150 will ironically end up costing me more in the end. I’ve now learned that this is an expense I really can’t avoid.
Suffice it to say, I simply wasn’t in the right mindset to release any updates. I won’t apologize for it, especially since my mental health is (thankfully) being resilient in the face of all these stressors. I did, however, feel I owed you an explanation for my disappearance. I’m making plans to get another prescription next week, and I have enough to jump-start me back to a somewhat cohesive schedule until then.
I’ve also made a Discord server for any follower who is interested to come chill and chat with me. It will also be a space where you can freely bug me for updates every now and again. Please, I would love for you to join and do that. You can join me by following this link right here https://discord.gg/aepRxQJ. I look forward to speaking with you. 
I also look forward to getting back to producing more content for you you and getting consistency back into my life. 
Best of hope for you!
Sorry to hear. I'll try and chat later this week if I can.
It is nice to hear from you again, though I wish it was under better circumstances. I hope that from now on, things will go only better for you and your little protégé!
God damn, Amore. I'm sorry to read this, here. *hugs*