More Blog Posts22

121 weeks
I'm really in dire need of physical affection/comfort.

I feel like this is the only place where I can get this off my chest, As weird at this might sound, please don't judge me, but recently I've found myself dealing with severe loneliness as well as mild depression these past two years, and as time progresses it's getting to a point where I'm desperately seeking physical comfort and love and I just don't know what to do at this point. I live alone
Read More
2 comments · 137 views
167 weeks
Feeling a bit uneasy about this winter storm.

Most of you have known already about the big
Read More
3 comments · 144 views
222 weeks
Why should I keep living in such a cruel, and hopeless world?

Nothing's EVER going to change, It seems pointless to see there's hope of making this world a better place, because its not ever going to, at least in my lifetime. People are still going to hate, cheat, lie, steal, judge, take advantage, murder, hurt, and the list goes on even further. It seems to me that we're either obligated/black-mailed into staying alive is because we are all afraid to see
Read More
2 comments · 214 views
233 weeks
Stressed out.

I'm in my mid-twenties already and feel like I haven't accomplished anything in terms of my career, and life goals.
Everytime I get home from work I space out thinking about all the time on which direction in life I should go.
Read More
1 comments · 197 views
248 weeks
Social media and smartphones.

As technology advances it changes society and how we do things like shopping, communication, gaming etc. I'm not just noticing this but It's been on my mind for a while. I'm just thinking like.... almost nobody really communicates with each other now in person. I feel like my family has became so detached from each other as time went on. There's been moments where we would go to a family member's
Read More
2 comments · 213 views

Nov

5th

2018

I have a horrendous money spending problem... · 8:34am Nov 5th, 2018

Hello, I haven't been on in a while, and I'm feeling really horrible, I don't know who else to go to, But I need help....

I have this issue about being unsure/un-confident all the time, and it affects the way I communicate and think about things. anyways I just feel dumb, and I'm really starting to hate myself a lot for it.

I've probably lit almost $2000 on fire throughout my whole life, because I feel like I want those new "things" and then I always end up buying, and just not liking it. I always end up returning soooo much stuff it's not even funny, Sometimes I can't even return those things to get my money back, and then that's how I always get screwed over.. And then after that I start feeling really horrible about myself.

That money really could of gone towards anything, Like, buying groceries, food, gas, necessities, or even donating to a childrens hospital or the homeless....

For real I need some help badly before I throw more of my hard earned money from the countless number of hours I work everyday for down the drain...

Report EmeraldWind · 200 views ·

Comments ( 2 )