Why is it so hard to say goodbye? · 2:05am Nov 3rd, 2018
It's been a day since Dad officially died, and we have the funeral arrangements made. I'm plagued with suicidal thoughts and nightmares because he died in front of me. My throat is on fire from screaming and crying and I don't know how I'm going to survive without that ornery buzzard to make me laugh when I want to cry.
*hug* It'll be okay. It may not seem like it now, but it WILL be okay. I'm sorry for the short message; my computer imploded and I'm stuck on a backup device.
It'll be hard for a long time. But having people around you to talk to and help you get through this is very important. You have the rest of your family, and you have us if you need us. We're here for you.
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Thank you