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PuzzlingInsanity


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Apr
17th
2025

A Poem Written by an Autistic Person · 10:35pm Last Thursday

There are no adjectives that can appropriately capture exactly how angry and terrified I am after learning about what RFK Jr said. Since that motherfucker said that Autistic people can't write poetry, I wrote a poem to try to express my feelings about the disinformation being spewed by our leaders.


I live my life in constant fear
On the verge of a panic attack
What once was meant to give me support
Is a target on my back

I can’t help how I see the world

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Feb
9th
2025

It looks like I'll never fall in love again. · 8:24pm February 9th

There might be plenty of fish in the sea, but someone's been dumping something in the water, so I'm throwing away my pole. Of all the romantic relationships I've been in, only one was even remotely healthy, and at this point I'm just... done.

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Oct
10th
2024

Need Advice · 3:48pm Oct 10th, 2024

Yesterday I was dumped and I'm not handling it well at all. Need help coping with the realization that I wasted 3 years of my life on a self-righteous delusional prick.

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Jan
22nd
2024

Happy birthday to me! · 2:59pm Jan 22nd, 2024

Welp, today I turn 26 and I am absolutely riding an emotional high. It's hard to type this with nails on, but I'll try. I'm happy that I got to celebrate on Saturday, and I'm going to spend most of today relaxing. I hope you enjoy 26 Candles and I hope y'all are doing okay.

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Jan
21st
2024

Day before birthday reflection · 1:47pm Jan 21st, 2024

Today is my last day as a 25-year-old and I’ve had a crazy year. I’ve made new friends and tried new foods, and I’ve had so many experiences, both good and bad.

I’m finally learning how to form my identity after a lifetime of not having one, and I’ve finally made some progress in therapy. I’m looking forward to what 26 will offer.

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Oct
10th
2023

Another Update · 3:14pm Oct 10th, 2023

The day before I uploaded See You Again, I broke my leg and sprained my ankle in a slip and fall. There's a possibility that I might need surgery but I don't know yet.

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Oct
7th
2023

New Plan · 3:52pm Oct 7th, 2023

If I write something for fun, the ratings will be enabled. If I write something super personal, ratings will be disabled. There are some things that I just can't handle being shat upon.

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Oct
6th
2023

Getting Back into Cooking · 7:16pm Oct 6th, 2023

So, today, I realized that the OTC stuff isn't working for the post-surgical soreness anymore and my anxiety is higher than ever. I decided to make some "elevated" mac and cheese to kill two birds with one stone, and it works. If CBD is legal where you are, I would recommend trying cooking with it at least once in your life. I feel like Tree Hugger right now.

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Oct
3rd
2023

Life Updates · 12:23am Oct 3rd, 2023

As you may know from my most recent story's description, I went in for a minor surgical procedure on October 2nd. Nothing too serious, just got a cyst removed from my back. I'm doing okay. I go in on October 13th to have the stitches removed (heaven help me).

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Mar
29th
2023

Feel like therapy isn't working. · 12:56am Mar 29th, 2023

A lot of my issues stem from being extensively mistreated growing up (no, not at home).
I was forced to suppress my emotions, and now I bottle them up until I explode and the only emotions I can identify are anger, fear and shame.
I was punished for every thought, word and action, and now I feel physically uncomfortable when I'm not harshly punished for everything I say/do/think and get the urge to punish myself.

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