There are no adjectives that can appropriately capture exactly how angry and terrified I am after learning about what RFK Jr said. Since that motherfucker said that Autistic people can't write poetry, I wrote a poem to try to express my feelings about the disinformation being spewed by our leaders.

I live my life in constant fear
On the verge of a panic attack
What once was meant to give me support
Is a target on my back

I can’t help how I see the world

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There might be plenty of fish in the sea, but someone's been dumping something in the water, so I'm throwing away my pole. Of all the romantic relationships I've been in, only one was even remotely healthy, and at this point I'm just... done.

Yesterday I was dumped and I'm not handling it well at all. Need help coping with the realization that I wasted 3 years of my life on a self-righteous delusional prick.

Welp, today I turn 26 and I am absolutely riding an emotional high. It's hard to type this with nails on, but I'll try. I'm happy that I got to celebrate on Saturday, and I'm going to spend most of today relaxing. I hope you enjoy 26 Candles and I hope y'all are doing okay.

Today is my last day as a 25-year-old and I’ve had a crazy year. I’ve made new friends and tried new foods, and I’ve had so many experiences, both good and bad.

I’m finally learning how to form my identity after a lifetime of not having one, and I’ve finally made some progress in therapy. I’m looking forward to what 26 will offer.

The day before I uploaded See You Again, I broke my leg and sprained my ankle in a slip and fall. There's a possibility that I might need surgery but I don't know yet.

If I write something for fun, the ratings will be enabled. If I write something super personal, ratings will be disabled. There are some things that I just can't handle being shat upon.

So, today, I realized that the OTC stuff isn't working for the post-surgical soreness anymore and my anxiety is higher than ever. I decided to make some "elevated" mac and cheese to kill two birds with one stone, and it works. If CBD is legal where you are, I would recommend trying cooking with it at least once in your life. I feel like Tree Hugger right now.

As you may know from my most recent story's description, I went in for a minor surgical procedure on October 2nd. Nothing too serious, just got a cyst removed from my back. I'm doing okay. I go in on October 13th to have the stitches removed (heaven help me).

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A lot of my issues stem from being extensively mistreated growing up (no, not at home).
I was forced to suppress my emotions, and now I bottle them up until I explode and the only emotions I can identify are anger, fear and shame.
I was punished for every thought, word and action, and now I feel physically uncomfortable when I'm not harshly punished for everything I say/do/think and get the urge to punish myself.

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