Mar
23rd
2018
Feeling Disgusted with Myself · 5:29pm Mar 23rd, 2018
Why do I gotta be me? (source)
Why don't I get enough sleep or water? Why is my favorite thing to do apparently writing gross stories about colorful ponies? Why do I worry about God all the time? Why do my eyes start to glaze over after I re-read my story for mistakes five times? Why are there still mistakes after I check five times? Why do I write porn when I don't really like sex that much? Why do I enjoy pissing people off, but get angry for days when they yell at me for it? Why aren't I perfect? 
Why do I have to be me? Because everyone else was taken.
Okay, I think that's out of my system. I think? 
CUDDLE PILE TOGETHER ON THE DRAMA COUCH!!!
We're only human! All you can do is your best, and I find it pretty damn hard to do that, too. Drink your water, Dad I love you!!!
It's okay...we all have to let things vent so we don't blow up!
It's just messy and then there's all that paperwork! Ugh!
Just breath and take it easy. You're fine, just as you are.
It's crazy pony's like me that one should be concerned with.