My grandma has had a stroke · 7:17pm Dec 12th, 2017
sunday last week my parents visited her when they found her having a stroke. They immediately informed a hospital.
To make things short, shes alive, but things arent great. She can absolutely not live on her own anymore, her left side is almost paralyzed, she is unable to swallow or even talk. I visited her two days ago and I feel absolutely horrible, even though I manage my day and can often avoid thinking about it... It may help that I knew her health was detereorating, so I had gotten a little used to the though of not having her around, but for it to actually happen- you cant prepare yourself for that.
So the rest of this is for my grandma. She was a great grandma, the nice kind who will only ever get on your nerves by being unable to accept that you dont want any snacks when you're over- she would listen to me when I tell her stories, both my own and others, which nobody else in my family would do. She is impossibly friendly, nice and patient, even if she doesnt care at all about the subject manner, she would let me elaborate, knowing I would incorporate something she IS interested in.
It will be hard, not having her around for christmas.
Void Trials is still coming, I think sometime in January, I'll make a blogpost about what happened with that sometime next week.
