It's a Lazy Saturday Afternoon · 10:15pm Mar 11th, 2017
Hello everyone,
It's been awhile, huh? A few months, I believe.
I'm here, just sitting on my bed, 2 of my dogs laying beside me, taking a snooze before I start making their supper in about 30 minutes. Angus thoroughly believes that his 70 pound self needs to be laying on my chest. We finally came to a compromise, which included him taking a pillow from me. Can you say #spoiled. Miss Maggie is content with sleeping at the foot of the bed. She doesn't have to be touching me 24/7 like Angus, thank God. I don't know if I could deal with a total of 130 pounds of canine crushing my lungs.
Anywho, since I was sitting here doing nothing other than being smothered and listing to '80s rock, I decided I'd do some blogging.
Now, All's Fair in Love and War...about that ending in chapter 5. Were any of you expecting something of that nature? Did I catch you off guard? And how do you like the new cover art?
Chapter 6 is on it's way. I got a good 500 -700 words written before I disappeared...again. I keep pulling disappearing acts, don't I? I loose interest and then it hits me full force and then I loose it again. It's horrible. If you have had any experience with this, you'd know. I am trying to break this habit.
I hold high expectations of myself and when I feel like I've let people down, I get depressed and it takes awhile to snap out of it. I'm always feeling like my writing is not that good. I'm always second-guessing myself and it takes a long time for me to get each chapter to a point that I think is good enough, which is near impossible.
Those of you who have edited, pre-read, read, up-voted and commented on my stories are who encourage me to keep writing. It may take me awhile sometimes, but I keep writing.
Thanks for giving me a chance.
Lots of love, SB
Ayyeeee welcome back.
I'm sorry to hear your constantly second guessing yourself. It's hard for a writer not too. But please don't worry, we're all excited to read what your putting out. And on that depression point, I really hope your feeling better.
Can't wait to see chapter 6!