I hate nights like this. · 8:54am Feb 3rd, 2017
I want to write, but I can't get myself to move. To do something as simple as the typing I'm doing to create this blog post. It's retarded. My mind is moving a mile a minute, jumping from topic to topic without hardly any rhyme or reason. One minute I'm plotting out how to get Sunset and Adagio to kiss again. The next I'm wondering if I should go looking for more lore-breaking Skyrim mods. I can't get enough focus to save my life.
I'd like to blame my poor music choices, but really it's just me being wishywashy on what I want to spend my last hour or so awake doing. I'm distracted by the cat. By the dogs. By the nagging little voice in my head that says I should open Youtube and figure out what the draw of Let's Play videos is. I don't care, but it keeps me from being productive. It keeps feeling like crap later at my failures tonight.
If I can get that little voice to shut up for a bit, I'll get some words out. Or I'll look up from some video about Quantum Mechanics or String Theory and see the sun.
Sleep well.
-Fuzz
Why do not you take a break?
Relax the mind a little.
It helps me, maybe you too.