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ShadyAwesomeness


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    It's My Birthday!

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Dec
7th
2016

I'm Moving On. · 4:41am Dec 7th, 2016

It's over. It's finally over. After five years of dealing with anxiety depression and suffering mental stress, I'm here to announce that I have finally moved on with my life. That means I can now put my past behind and start focusing more into the future of my career and life. But does this mean that I'l leave the fandom and stop watching MLP? Guess what- I won't. And do you want to know why? Because I can see what I did wrong. Everything that I've been told of being a faliure and a nobody made me realize that they were right. But know this, they're not. In fact, I think that the people who have (physically) hurt me, abused me, harassed me and bullied are nothing but a bunch of savage pricks who would do anything to make suffer my downfall. But I never let that happen because I am still here, breathing and standing. And they can do whatever the heck they want because no matter what they do, my family and friends will be there for me until the very end. To all my followers, thank you all so much. From the bottom of my heart thank you for being there for me during my darkest days and always telling what a great person I am. And I encourage you all to do the same to any one who is going through a difficult time with their life. Again thank you all so much!

And before I go to bed, I got some more great news for all of you. I won't be leaving FIMFiction now that Ive finally dealt with attackers and reported their parents. I guess they'll face the consequences and later on learn of their mistakes. Another great news is that I finally confessed my feelings towards my best friend and surprisingly she said this, "What took you so long." I can't wait to see her on Christmas Eve! And finally, I have a new story in the works and you can expect a release from it next week! Again, thank you all so much for the love and support you all have given me.

Forget what hurt you in the past, but never forget what it taught you :pinkiesad2:

Comments ( 13 )

Congratulations dude. I'm proud of you. Never show your enemies you're weak, show them you're made of steel. You do not know how proud I am. Those attackers got what was coming to them. You'll make a great boyfriend, I just know it. Make her happy dude and be sure there's a mistletoe there, it makes the kiss more romantic. Have a merry Christmas and keep looking forward bro. I'm proud of ya.

*hugs* im so happy that your moving on have a happy chrismas Buddy and Take care from your friend in sweden Silent echo

Good job dude.I hope you make a good boyfriend and i'm proud of you homie

I'm very happy for you. :twilightsmile: The only people who are weak are those bullies and they should had saw what was coming to them. I think you'll make a good boyfriend too. :raritywink:

That's awesome to hear, dude! Good luck with your new relationship! :D

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Thank you all so much for the loving comments :pinkiesad2: You guys are the best. I'm so happy to have you all as my friends :yay:

4333371 At least you're having a happy life while mine's falling apart. But hey, I'm still proud of you nonetheless

*embraces you with all my strength* This is awesome! Justice and love!! I'm so glad to hear all this. I hope those bastards are put in the pan and oil

4333396 Aw I'm sorry. But I'm here to talk.

4334675 Well let's just say that I lost the remaining of my friends yesterday. I used to have so much friends last year. I was the most popular kid in my school, until some bitch started a fake rumor about me and I lost all but two of my friends... until yesterday. I can't even get a date. I never been on a date before, never had a girlfriend. I asked out so many girls and they all toyed with my feelings. I ask them out, they agree. But when it comes to the day of the date, they don't show up. Never had my first kiss, never held hands. Sometimes I feel like I'm that one minor character that's important to the story but doesn't get enough screen time and is just there because of the plot. Yesterday, I realized that my two remaining friends never cared about me. That's when I learned a valuable lesson. You can't count or trust anyone, especially your friends. Friends make you weak. Your loyalty makes you pathetic. Not anymore. I've given up on love, I've given up on friends. If you want something done, you do it yourself. My life is falling to shit and there's nothing I can do about it. God chose me to be this unlucky bastard that will never receive love from anyone. My mom neglects me and my dad abuses me. Not everyone's life is a fairy tale, sometimes you grow up to be the villain. I've learned three rules:

1: Don't trust anyone
2: Friends make you weak
3: Look out for yourself

You leave others behind to gain your own advantage. That's the way of life. Here you are getting the ending of a romance story where you and your love interest officially become a couple, while I'm off in the sidelines looking down on everyone.

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Of course my friend. You deserve to be happy, I'm glad to hear things are going your way :pinkiesmile:

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