Haha did y'all think my day was gonna get better? · 9:57pm Oct 27th, 2016
Spoiler alert: it fucking didn't. I lost the car so that means I get to see my friends less than I already do! And I bombed an English quiz and math test. My dad just came in. He does this thing where he repeats awful things even though he only needs to say it once to get his point across. He kept saying that I destroyed the car and that nothing happened until I came along. I'm such a fuckup, I can never do anything right, he doesn't trust me at all with a car, I get too excited around my friends and can't focus, yadda yadda yadda. No shit I get excited when I see my friends. You know how often I see them? Once a fucking month. Sometimes less. I hope he burns in hell. He cares more about his money than his own children. Maybe I should repeat that to him. Tell him that he's a terrible father and husband. He didn't have to beat the shit out of me when I was four years old. He didn't have to throw a wine bottle across the room and make my mom clean it up. He didn't have to go to a sketchy country to fuck some woman he met on the Internet. He doesn't have to constantly make my mom's life a living hell. Why was he so quick to defend my weed smoking, promiscuous brother but get pissed at the mention of my sister's name? Why does he hate the people I love and try his damn hardest to keep me from them? Why does he drink so much? Why don't I drink enough? Seems like I can make hooch easier than I can see my friends. Fuck everything. I thought things were looking up. Seems like I was wrong.
*Runs over and hugs you comfortingly* Sorry that I can't do much more than this because of physical distance and internet
4274058 It's ok. It means a lot.
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I do my best