In a self loathing cycle · 11:20pm Apr 7th, 2017
I've got the most gut wrenching cramps and have been rehearsing for a play nonstop. I have a performance in ten minutes as we speak. Currently, I'm stressing about my online class, WWIII, basically making it out of his year alive and free. It's been almost seven months since I've last driven. I'm extremely lonely and only see my friends once a month. I'm in love with someone I can never see and I don't even know for sure if he loves me back. I made a batch of hooch and started watching an angsty teen drama, so I might do that tonight. If you're the person I'm thinking of and you happen to read this, I love you.
Aww! Lovebug! It'll be ok. Trust me, your "self-loathing cycle" is gonna end with a poof! It's mainly stress. Believe me, I'm in a....definite stressful situation myself. Just know that if you ever need a good listener, my PMs always open.