• Member Since 6th May, 2016
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Spherical Narcissist

I regret nothing.

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  • 292 weeks
    Hooray for relapse!

    Just when I thought things were looking up, shit happened and I slit my wrist. Woohoo.

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  • 302 weeks
    In a self loathing cycle

    I've got the most gut wrenching cramps and have been rehearsing for a play nonstop. I have a performance in ten minutes as we speak. Currently, I'm stressing about my online class, WWIII, basically making it out of his year alive and free. It's been almost seven months since I've last driven. I'm extremely lonely and only see my friends once a month. I'm in love with someone I can never see and I

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  • 306 weeks
    Got turned down by three people

    All I wanted was a prom date. My life is already falling apart so can I at least have that? The first guy I asked said he wasn't going to prom. The second was uncertain and he's flaked out on me at the last dance. The third guy I asked seemed open to going, but then we learned there's a youth group party the same day, so yeah. Fuck my life. Pardon me while I go slit my wrist.

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  • 306 weeks
    Hey, guys.

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  • 307 weeks

    Hey, guys! Today my friends and I hung out and did a bunch of cool shit. We played Cards Against Humanity for the first time over some cheap cookies and pineapple juice. My lil bro joined in on the fun. Then we basically went around town and took cool pics, like this one of yours truly. Hope y'all are having a good day. :pinkiesmile:

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Hey, guys. · 5:56pm Mar 11th, 2017

I'm writing all of my letters a couple of days in advance, so I don't waste my time later. I don't even care about making it look like an accident anymore. If it weren't for tomorrow's dance performance, I'd do it tonight. It's going to be really cold in a few days. I'll have a bit to drink, and sit outside. Kind of a win win situation. The pain will either end that night or it will be the push needed for me to get the help I need. In case the former happens, I have letters for everyone I care about. If it's the latter, I'll burn those letters. There's a chance I'll come out suffering even more than I did in the beginning. My dad has already reacted badly to my angst. He might ground me if I survive. Thank you to the people who read my shit and support me. I love you guys.:heart::heart:

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