Aug
9th
2016
My 100th blog post! · 6:54pm Aug 9th, 2016
Aside from being lonely, life is pretty good. Last night, I went to a dance class for the first time in forever. It went much better than I thought it would and I had a lot of fun. I'm happy but am still in that off mood. I won't drink anymore to make it go away, so I'm forced to deal with my emotions. I wish that I could see my friends more often. I thought I'd be a hell of a lot more social now that I have my license, but I was wrong. My mind keeps telling me that I'm not normal and that I'm missing out on life. I hear about my friends going to crazy parties or going on road trips, and I'm just sitting here on the computer.
4140896 The good news is that I'm about to hang out with a friend from the GSA
I'm a loner, and yeah I hear all about my friends going to parties and here I am just sitting on my ass and taking so many pills just too keep me calm as I have really bad mental problems and lots of health issues. I'm pretty sure I have no friends also, I get the odd message but that's it.