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Majora


I like long walks on the beach, leaving intentional errors in my writing, and dropping moons on things. What else do you want to know?

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  • 63 weeks
    Letter #5

    Dear Princess Celestia,

    Hello there. Been awhile again. I don't particularly like opening up. When I do It usually backfires in someway or another. I attribute that to my nature as a person.

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  • 279 weeks
    Letter #4

    Dear Celestia,

    Been awhile hasn't it? Never thought I'd wright one of these on Christmas day, or Hearths Warming were you are at. Ohh well, we can't always get what we want, right?

    Have you ever felt powerless? Have something crop up, that you really really wanted to do something about, but simply couldn't?

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  • 404 weeks
    Letter #3

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  • 407 weeks
    Letter #2

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  • 409 weeks
    Letter #1

    I've never done blogs before, so pardon me if this is awkward in any way. TMI alert: I've suffered from depression and being bipolar from a very young age. It was caused by my family changing so often I never had a solid foundation to stand on. I've been moved from one spot to another so often I never finished a grade in a single school until 8th grade. I never really even socialized with people

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Aug
1st
2016

Letter #3 · 11:22pm Aug 1st, 2016

Dear Princess Celestia,

Today I felt an emotion I haven't truly felt in a long time, that emotion being anger. More correctly it was a seething hatred for a person I used to can about immensely, but over these past few months, I have lost what I once idled about them. This person saved me and several of my siblings at a very young age from being torn apart yet again. Since they, they have become like the father I never truly had, but now, I no longer see them as such.

They crossed a line today. They told me it will pass, that they got through it, that I'm being weak, and that I should suck it up and stop being as such. I know that they are only trying to help, but when I barely managed to speak my response, they had the gall to mock me and walk away. Time is not a cure all. I am not you. I am not weak. I will not stand to be mocked. I will not let someone walk and shit upon the trust I have deigned to give them. I want vengeance for the betrayal that has occurred.

The one thing I hate most in this world is people looking down at me. I have suffered enough of that for a life time. You knew this, yet still you stroked the long dead forge of hate in my heart. All the progress I have made in these years, and you simply destroyed it all in one fell swoop. Now I will do the only thing that ever truly brought me the point that I could function in society. I will withdraw. I will bury all my emotions and thoughts, and become the cold heartless person I once was. Because you stripped me of my happiness, I will see to it that you suffer. If you will tear down my world, then I to shall do so in turn.

I hope you enjoy watching part of what you worked on for the past twelve years reject you. Perhaps you will simply not care, or point out it is my lose, that I have made myself miserable. While the latter of the two is true, I have had less happy memories after opening up than before. I hope you release just what that means.

-Majora

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Darn, that's no good that happened.

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