DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUDE · 6:37pm Jul 30th, 2016
That hooch tastes so fucking good. I didn't even have to drink half of it to get this drunk. Since my friend couldn't drink with me last night, I decided to drink my hoock while watching a Kdrama. The problem was after a while if was hard to read the subtitles. That shit tastes pretty good though. I'm surprised it got me like this since I'm sed to hard liquor. It's ahrd acting sober though. I think I might read some of the storie son here or do something... I reaaly want to read that new story someone told me about. What are you guys like when you are drunk? I'm usually senitmental. I hate that this "diary" isn't 100% private. I know a couple of the people on her in real life. I caer about all of you but don't want you to think I'm trash. And don't follow my example. Should I really be posting this shit? Oh well it's not like I have a filter anyway. I'll just do something super nice afterwards. Mayeb once I'm sober I can bake or get some osur gmmy worms.
Why would we think you're trash?
4123002 I don't want to seem like a bad influence. I'm cool with strangers seeing this side of me, but I don't want to encourage my irl friends to do the shit I do. I mean they can if they want, but I don't want them to get hurt. Lol sorry if that sounded dramatic or too negative.
My overall mood tends to go in waves. Last year I had a ten month period of feeling extremely shitty and numb. This year, I've gotten a lot better. Currently, I feel slightly less happy than usual, but that's ok.
While I'm not as perky as I have been, it's not like those shitty ten months when I wanted to die.
4123156 Fair enough.
Actually, despite your choice of words occasionally, you do seem thoughtful and kind.
Well, better than nothing
Oh did I say sentimental I meant crybaby.
I was doing the kind of crying in which you gasp and scrunch up your face. Kind of like this:
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4123166 Aww thanks
Yeah I guess sometimes I may seem like a dickhead but that's because I went through a phase in which I tried not to offend anyone. Someone was always offended so I gave up. Basically don't be afraid to say what you think, even if it's controversial. If you have reasoning that doesn't involve shitting on the other person's opinion, then people will be cool with it.
4123197 Yep. Someone will always be offended