The future of Green Fields... Yes, I'm currently working on it. · 6:29pm Jan 16th, 2016
I know I've been very lazy but I'm getting back into it. I'm still working on Green Fields while drafting Half-Millennium War and figuring out the continuation of Project Haven. But It is going, pro'ly halfway done with the chapter. But here is a little teaser on what's going to happen with our dear Ben.
She looked at with those hazel eyes. Even if she was a dream, she felt more real than ever. And that made the sting of guilt in my chest all the more present. God, I wish she was real. Just this once.
"Aren't you happy with her?" she asked, calmer than a summer ocean and so damn recognizable.
My eyes stung, wet streaks of tears falling towards the pillow.
"I do." I said, my voice choked on emotion.
She breathed a sigh as she snuggled deeper. She felt so real. Her warm skin so smooth it would make silk feel like sand-paper.
"Then why are you so sad?" She asked as she breathed onto my neck.
I took a small distance too look into those wonderful eyes I more than once lost myself into.
"Because that's just it. No matter how much I love her. No matter what I do for her." I closed the distance and hugged her hard. So scared of letting go and yet... she wasn't real. "She will never become you."