Project: SPECTRA

Okay this is fucking insane.. Completely stupid-batshit-insane. The prospect of undertaking this massive fucking idea in my head is scary.
I think that means I'm doing something right.
I'm talking about Fallout: Equestria levels of goddamn.

For the past 2-3 years, I've been sorta visualizing-cooking an amazing internal universe inside my head. Every fucking day I think about it. And every fucking day they're screaming to get the hell out.

It a sort of MLP AU-Crossover-verse with elements spliced from Rainbow Factory, along with a heaping dose of my own imaginations.
It involves rainbow powered super-soldiers, two warring societies of proto-demons/ conglomerate species, a war over said rainbows, and... Ahhh fuck, its a massive jumble in my head...

I can't do this alone.
The last time I tried something solo (in reclusive, socially awkward isolation) , it went to asstown pretty quick.
(heh, for the longest time I've wanted to become a polymath, it wasn't until later that I realized that Polymathism is something that humans naturally flow to.)

So I'm calling to you for help.
I realize that you probably (of fucking course they don't know, goddamn projection bias.) don't know of the thing inside my head, and I have little to nothing to show for it.
I need to make some concept art thingies...

Ether way, if anybody likes complicated to explain multigenre things, then PM me and hit me up on skype: :3

Genres moods included: Industrial, cyberpunk, WWII influence, good ole science fiction (modern scifi-videogame kind of vibe.),

Note to self: create a mood board for this.

Right now I'm looking for artists, musicians, writers, (umm yeap, pretty much everybody. )
Step one, I guess...
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Now for another question.
Writing, Art, Animation, Music, Editing, ect.
I want to learn these things, I want to be passionate in these things. I want to make it so that these things can become my life. That they become the reason I get out of bed. (insert more flowery text)

The project pretty much entails that I learn a good chunk of these things.
(heh, for the longest time I've wanted to become a polymath, it wasn't
How do I Love these things?...
(How do I get myself to love them?)
Do I even need to try to love them?

I say that, because right now those things aren't as much fun as they are work. And that's annoying, I can't keep that attitude.

In order for this to become a self-sustaining entity, I NEED to love these things. I need to love them. I WANT to love them.

(perhaps I should experience medias and things, just for fun. Every time I look at something, I'm always think of a way to spice those elements from that thing into the universe inside my head.... Bad? Good? Probably a little bit of both.)
nyeehhhhh

(also, ignore my previous blogs... I warn you...Ultimate Cringe awaits in those dark, pathetic, aborted fetuses (I'm not sorry :V) of "whyy?"... >.>)