Goddamn, look at all these cobwebs. · 5:48am Feb 12th, 2017
Well its been a fucking while.
Howdy do everypony, and generally sentient beings.
I have gone through basic training some 3 months ago, and right now I'm in AIT holdover purgatory. (I failed 68C course, FUCK ME)
So I'm getting a re-class to another MOS, hopefully something I want.
(Honestly, I don't know if I want to be a nurse. It wasn't even my primary choice to begin with, I originally wanted a tech-related job or something.
I spoke to one of the instructors at the school house, and she said that Its better if I follow my passions, to do something that I enjoy, and to never stop what I'm doing with my current passions, that, I can use my GI bill to get college for those things and whatnot.
When I went to the platoon sgt's office, she told me to pick 3 mos's that I want and to put them on a sticky note.
I put, in order
25M (Multimedia Illustrator)
25V Combat Documentation/ Production Specialist (Video stuff)
92E Allied Trade Specialist (Machinist)
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Ahhhhh....
So, Project Spectra, the thing I've been rambling on in some last blogs, is something that I REALLY FUCKING NEED TO DO.
Not a day goes by that I don't think about it. I feel, that, by now, that I've dedicated so much of my internal world and imagination to this, that I have a responsibility to bring it to life. Despite the fact that my skills are currently nowhere near what I want for this project. (This universe is so fucking cool, I have to bring them out. O-o)
I figured, that I might as well get an MOS that involves doing creative stuff so I can get my feet wet in doing these things.
If I can get a cross-symbiotic relationship going on between my passions, and my MOS, then I would be SET.
Fortunately, something I've managed to get from the military so far is being more social, and how to carry on and not give a fuck.
I can tell that this is helping develop my character.
So I can actually put myself out here on the internet with optimum fidelity of character.
People may know me to some extent irl, but there's no way in hell they'll know this part of me.(I'm really not comfortable telling other people that I'm with irl that this part of me exists, for various reasons) Need to keep this part of me private, even more so in the military, I've got big plans and I intend on doing that shit.
Somehow.
I don't fucking know how.
BUT I WILL FIND OUT
Anyhow, I'm gonna play some games, and shit.
Til I get bored and I decide to ether sleep or do something creative.
[Edited this somewhat, ]
