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ChibiChabot


Transgender, Autistic Spectrum, Asexual whats not to love?

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  • 157 weeks
    Jordan has passed away

    Jordan has passed away.
    I'm not sure how many of my followers here know him but he was one of my best friends. I met him through this site and got to see him in person at Babscon. We became fast friends. His wife reached out to me yesterday and let me know he passed away on the 21st in his sleep.
    https://www.fimfiction.net/user/137586/Jordan179

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  • 381 weeks
    I am home now

    Made it home. Now I get the fun of maintaining what I just worked so hard to get. Being a post op girl is a lot of work. 4 times a day I get to make sure I'm keeping my depth for the first month. Slowly that reduces 2 times then 1 time a day. But right now it's a lot of work. Anyways catch you all next time.

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  • 382 weeks
    I made it through my surgery

    I'm still amongst the living! III may be on extreme pain and constantly falling asleep but I survived. Pain is only temporary. Anyways just wanted to let you all know.

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  • 384 weeks
    Surgery January 3rd

    A kind friend pointed out I didn't have a blog entry about my impending Surgery. Well here it is. On January 3rd I will have my Gender Confirming Surgery or SRS as it it sometimes called. I have been very busy staying on the straight and narrow for making sure this happens. It has not been easy. To qualify I had to be on hormones for at least a year, living as a woman for a year, not have any

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  • 418 weeks
    I'm at Babscon

    Hi All,

    Feel free to give me a hug!

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Sep
25th
2015

Help · 10:23pm Sep 25th, 2015

http://imgur.com/gallery/QY4M6

I'm in a bit of a depressed mood and feeling things i should not be feeling. I'm to trying push through and I'll be working late tonight. My connectivity will be limited. Feel free to spam the fuck out of me. But right now I'm having trouble seeing an upside do to some fuckers at my clinic. You could say I'm triggered. I don't know if i can stay safe.

Yours faithfully,

-ChibiChabot

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Comments ( 42 )

Hang in there!

Sorry to hear this dear, feel free to message me. :fluttercry:

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More back story here:

I was dropping off the Physician's Declaration form for my Doctor to fill out for my legal name and gender change. I was miss gendered by the staff and they loudly declared my old name just to be sat down in front of the wrong person. BAck to the waiting room I go again. Then I get called back again (With my old name) I get sat down in front of the correct person. I hand over my form she starts filling out what ever the heck on the computer, starts talking me ventures into the Not your freaking beeswax teritory IE "So did you have the operation through us?" I left filling violated and still managed to put in a freaking 14 hour day. One of my clinics closed an office in oakland I had to help pull all the equipment nd move it into storage facility in San Ramon. Overall I great freaking day.

5 hours past the end of my shift. A large medical office is now in storage...

i.imgur.com/kXHgQeg.jpg

Anywho thanks for the well wishes. I've made it this far what's another night.

I'm sorry about that.:pinkiesad2: Hopefully things will get better swiftly~

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Thanks. I'm currently consuming vast amounts of hard liquor (About a triple) and I've used what was left of a norco prescription (One tablet). Yup I'll be out for a while (Not likely I'm a big gal).

3420497 3420439 That's not go for you :fluttershyouch:

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Please take care of yourself.

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Still sober enough to reply... Need more booze...

3420522 Please don't hurt your-self :fluttershysad:

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Why not spend your time doing something you enjoy rather than this? It's much less unpleasant.

3420525 I'm reading fiction trying to get drunk enough to pass out.

3420525 Yeah I'm pretty drunk...

3420525 OK I'm really drunk...

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Please don't do this again. It's a needlessly unpleasant endeavour.:fluttershysad:

3420559 Well I'm not black out drunk yet one more out to do it. If I can stand up enough to refill my glass.

3420570 I'll let you know if I make it or not either way you will know.

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There is no use in making yourself feel as bad as possible. Please try to be strong instead and overcome this.

3420579 I was successful in refilling my glass. I am almost out of hard alcohol, I started with a new bottle. My tolerance is higher than I thought. My typing requires more editing then normal though. *hugs and kisses*. I suspect I will one hell of hang over but that is future Chibi's problem. Chbi from now demands more fiction.

3420579 Your home page is really cute by the way.

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Thanks...
But you are that person, so you shouldn't do such things.

3420592 I am drinking Jack Daniel's it is 40% percent alcohol by volume I have consumed almost the entire bottle. At this point I am wondering if I will wake up.

3420592 I would estimate 80% I am not sure how large the bottle is. It's the smaller one. http://www.crownwineandspirits.com/jack-daniels-tennessee-sour-mash-whiskey-375ml/ looks like it.

3420592 I can't even taste it any more,

3420592 I've reached the end of your reptiles eh? That's cool. I'll just finish the rest of this glass then.

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Please stop drinking and take better care of yourself.

3420627 Hmmm 75% percent left left I'lll finish it then probably pass out, I threw up once already. hehehe

3420627 That kind of burns. Throwing up is not fun.

3420627 Good night. Thanks for helping buddy. *snuggles* feeling better already. Going to go sleep this shit off now.

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I hope you're not feeling too terrible.:fluttershysad: Take care.

3420654 I'm sorry I was a lousy drunk. You are a good friend. I have a session with my therapist this evening. I will be discussing this episode in detail with her.

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Just try not to do such things again, please. Thanks.:)

3427401 I am not a fan of booze in general. Doubly for hard booze. I doubt such things will happen again. Through my efforts of self destruction I have gained a "Best Friends" kind of thing. I was well occupied Saturday and Sunday...

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I see. How are you feeling now?

3427462 sore. I have consumed only water for the last couple of days and I've had some coffee.

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By doctor's orders, I hope? I hope you'll be able to get some sustenance soon, too.

3427471 hehehe no I've had food too just underlining the no booze part.

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Ah, okay. That's very good then.:yay: *hugggggggggged be you*

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Ah, okay. That's very good then.:yay: *hugggggggggged be you*

3427520 Yeah it is good. I spoke with our mutual friend for a long time yesterday evening as well. It was fun. I showed their sister my plushie collection.

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