S.O.D. Answering · 7:48pm Apr 28th, 2015
Okay people, I have returned with a diagnosis. It turns out that I am pure, undoubtedly, freaking crazy.
LOL. No, not really. The doctors have no idea what is wrong is me. The best theory they have for my inability to show emotion towards having my leg amputated is that my brain has somehow created a subconscious which locks away the emotional suffering of losing my leg. The brain activity they found is much higher than normal and appears to be close to my cerebral cortex, along with the right hemisphere showing more activity than the left hemisphere.
They are calling it my own form of jailing my inner feelings, but I told them that it is just a bunch of bullshit. I've already sobbed and fumed over my leg being gone, and I've allowed my temper to get the best of me before the surgeon told me that my leg will be replaced.
The way I see it is I'm not like most people(Don't take this offensive). Many people in this world have an aftermath of bursting with emotions after something happens. Basically a person like an earthquake...They shake up a little and a have aftershock.
Well I have no aftershock to things. When stuff does happen, I let it all out in one go and tire myself from it. It's odd and probably unhealthy, but that is who I am.
Anyway. I'm doing good and having an okay time in the hospital. Luckily my bills are free because of my attorney being so good at her job. The only bills I have are for her services and my truck payment. But thanks to my smart idea of saving money for the last ten years, tight-belting every little thing until I grew up, I have more than enough to pay her.
Piece of advice to everyone that is growing up: Never underestimate the power of saving money. That coin jar you fill every day is the best option. Never remove the coins for a soda or a snack because you will see a big difference in savings.
I know I did. I started my savings account with a starting total of 2,300 $$$ from filling the coin jar in a two years time span.
Anyway. Onto what is going to happen in the next chapter I write.
So far, many of you have asked, requested, even begged for me to write this story with a season matching to the show. Basically the request is to write a season that is the same yet opposite of MLP. The idea many of you gave me is to have Derrick and Nightmare Moon have the same adventure of discovering things about themselves and their friends, except that it is very dark and twisted, more like a real show of action and other stuff.
It can happen, but that only means the story will last much longer and the Dark Six will sort of become the Dark Fellowship with Derrick, Nightmare Moon, and Violent Haze included.
I can also add Sombra and Chrysalis to it as well.
I can do it. I know I can do it, but only if that is what will make you happy and the story much better. As for how that would start, I would write about a villain that is not related to the show, a creature that has yet to be seen as a villain. It would be like the first two episodes, but with a different climax of hopelessness.
I can do all five seasons of MLP and turn it into a story of action, adventure, dark friendship, dark romance, and a twisted perspective of family. The only problem with it is I need a little more time to twist the writing of the Dark Elements not having their elements yet, meaning the king and queen know what element the girls are, but they have to discover them in order to truly unlock that power.
It's up to you, but just know that if it does happen I can do it and will need about in advance to write the beginning. No, I will not complete this story, I will keep it all as one story.
Well that's all for now, so back to writing the next chapter in Seasons of Darkness. Which, by they way, is already at 1,500 words.
Hint: The ponies from Sunny Town are to face judgment for their crimes by the one that is pissed at them the most. 
Stay Pony my fans and friends.
In one chapter Nightmare Moon told them to get their elements though, so how would that work?
(I might be remembering, but I'm pretty sure she happened.)
P.S. Could you check if you maybe BLOCKED my main account? Because it still won't let me interact with you at all.
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I am certain I have no reason to block you. Why would I block you anyway?
I have no reason to.
Hope you get well soon and not become insane
Ps:hope the next chapter is out
3026873 IDK, fimfiction is just being a butt I suppose.