Update post after the hospitol · 10:47am Apr 15th, 2015
Update.
First off I am recovered, mostly. I’ve been hanging out here and there, even finished art. There are ups and downs here…but you have to expect such things I suppose.
I am doing well. There is no indication of any kind of paralysis or impacted motor control. My mind still ‘sharp’. So, I have no real problems cognitively. I do have headaches more often though. The use of drugs is nonexistent as at the moment.
The bad news is I might not be able to fly again. I mean fly as in control an aircraft.
I’ve flown gliders for years and once I even dreamed of trying to get a rating for an MD-88 (I like old school stuff…sue me). No flying for awhile except in a simulator.
I need to tone down the stresses (work load had tripled right before the attack, no sleep, very little free time). No more working 2 jobs for me, just as well I suppose.
Blackest Night…which I really had a fear of not being able to finish has resumed. I DO NOT care if it takes me doing a Hawking…I want it done. There are forces acting on me to try and get me into writing a history book on aviation…butt frankly I want things done here first.
This applies to art as well of course. My original ‘plan’ was to skin the Mane 6 alone with come others, and create for the SFM community a TON of constructs. I have just learned the rudiments of Blender so we’ll see. Making models for not just for BNE but also general stuff….including stuff that could be used to make animated stuff for DC fandom, pony stuff, you get the idea.
Life of course intervenes. As the sole bread winner…getting smacked has spooked everyone at home. Orders to do nothing are ease to issue and hear…
…following them? Not so much.
And being an autodidactic does not help.
I read too many history books on planes that I dreamed of a ponification of the movie Airport (the original, and I wish I could remember more of it). I remember asking in my sleep if Dash would fly a 707, a DC9, an L1011. At the time it seemed quite interesting and funny. Weird huh?
Before I went down I was looking heavily a bio-engineering seeing if there was a way to advance humans for the purpose of space travel. I had some weird ideas and well…boom. I need to get back to that.
So…I live and I breathe and make advancements…all got, but no joke…I was scared.
TTFN: Ta Ta For Now.
P.S. I’ll leave you with this.
Chrysalis tittered softly as love energy warmed her body. The immense power of the battery, the love radiating from it was so potent she felt even more powerful than she did facing Celestia, and it had taken days of being with Shining Armor to have the power she now possesses from just being near the violet lantern battery. She gloried in the feeling of the violet light…
…until she could feel a subtle prickling fire suddenly beginning to eat at her from behind.
“Hello Queenie,” a mare’s deep voice said behind her.
Chrysalis turned around to look into the glare of red light that was now shining down on her. The crimson beams of light burned where ever they touched her body becoming an increasing searing torture even as the violet light caressed and tickled. The changeling queen looked into the blazing eyes of the Red Lantern with the rainbow mane and inside for an instant she felt her blood turn ice old.
Please be careful, will you? :(
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I will. Thank you for the concern, sometimes I forget that I need to watch it.
I have began to do some stuff to blow off stress and I've informed my main job I need help badly (they came through).
I'm taking steps to get things under control health wise.