I am a girl who got into My Little Pony Friendship is Magic 7 years ago. And I've finally decided to try and write fanfics, so...yeah. That's about it. If you ever want to talk feel free to PM me.
So, I've been thinking about writing a novel, though I'm having trouble coming up with an idea that I like. If anyone has any ideas they'd like to share, or any stories they always wanted to read, then I'd love to hear them. I'd prefer any ideas, at least for a novel, to be non-MLP, but I'll still take MLP ideas. There's no reason I wouldn't be able to use them for stories here. 
So, the next two stories that I want to get written are kinda complicated. One is a poem and I'm having trouble getting it started since I'm a bit of a perfectionist. And the second requires a lot of intricate research into the concept of infinite chess (yes, it's a real thing, look it up if you don't believe me), as well as actually playing a game of it against myself which is
So, about an hour and a half ago, I walked into my bathroom and saw a huge, blood red beetle in the middle of the floor. I panicked and sent a picture to my friend since she's really into animals of all kinds and asked her if it was poisonous (I know, crazy, but I'd never seen a beetle that was this color before). She told me she didn't think it was and to just kill it with something big and
So, just now I was messing around with a random title generator, since I haven't had too much luck starting my next story. I thought maybe one of the titles it gave me would help me get started. But it gave me this: Two Cold-blooded Uncles Singing to the Beat
I just can't, like, what???
Not sure if anyone even still pays attention to me anymore since I'd kinda disappeared for so long. I never really left, I just stuck to only reading other people's stuff. I'm kinda considering/wondering about maybe writing some more stuff. Don't know if anyone would like that or not, so if you see this, opinions would be appreciated!
I'm sorry to anyone that I scared or hurt last night....someone stopped me from jumping, so....it's okay....I'm okay, in the sense that I'm alive anyway....
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It might not seem like it initially, but that you're alive does mean you're okay. You can change many things when able to move your limbs.
2839929 I'm not mentally or emotionally okay......
2839930
And that's very understandable, but with time and company this can pass. Actual, true friends can do much for you.
2839931 All I'll do is hurt them.......
2839932
Not at all. If you love them, they love you, and you both know this, then any hurt you may inflect will be momentary and outweighed by that friendship.
2839936 No, it won't.....not with how awful I am....
2839939
You don't have to feel that way. I imagine you do have friends who enjoy spending time with you, who have helped you in your time of need, such as the person who convinced you to press on. Any person like that is worth relying on. Any person like that won't mind and would rather want to see you at your happiest.
2839948 The person who stopped me from jumping is someone I'd never seen before.....
2839950
Then they're someone you can consider befriending. People who care enough about others to help a stranger are worthwhile.:)
2839953 I can't.....I don't want to hurt her.....
2839956
Then all you need do is treasure her friendship with you. That's what matters the most, besides the mutual happiness.
2839958 I don't want to be happy either.....
2839960
Then settle for content until you can manage to be happy together with the people who love spending time with you. Just remember that you're not any lesser. Your feelings are understandable, but they do not represent you.:)
2839963 They do.....they always will....
2839964
Insecurities and depression is often like that. I suffer from these myself, but whenever I see a message from someone I care about, I'm reminded that people will still love a person for all their flaws, both actual and perceived. The perceived flaws are often not true, and the actual ones no problem at all. The qualities of you are all a part of the person you are, and if someone deems you a good friend, then that at least is something you can revel in.
2839971 Except they'd be wrong to do so.....
2839973
And why is that? Don't they have the right to be with any person which they enjoy spending time with, someone who can make them happy? Don't you, as any other person have the right to spend time with others if you wish to? You're a social person, as evident by your presence here. Fortunately, this site is filled with decent and good people who would help anyone in need without delay. If you treasure any friendship with such people, and express so, then there really is nothing you can ever do to tire the bonds you form.
2839980 I'm not social in real life.......I'm actually quite afraid of people......online I can talk to people without wanting to hide.....
2839984
So am I. The Internet is quite helpful to people who lack the courage to show themselves, or who just appreciates the ability to hold correspond at their own leisure. It doesn't mean anyone need be any less truthful with their feelings though, nor that being afraid people hinders someone from making friends with a person. It just might be that when the face is missing, personality shines through, and 'people' becomes 'persons'. From what I can see, you seem like a person who would both need a friend and can return the friendship well.:)
2839994 I don't know if I could be.....
2839996
All you have to do is try. If you can't smile blissfully, just accept their company and their embrace, and whatever else they may choose to give you. Talk about things you wonder about, regret, enjoy, and just do your best to enjoy yourself in their company.
2840000 I can't......
2840001
I'm sure you can, if you can muster the strength to try. Just take things easy, and let people approach you if they want to. As said, true friends can do much for someone.:)
2840005 I know I cant.....
2840007
Only if you think so. The power of the mind can very easily come to give you the power needed. It all lies in the perspective.;)
2840010 I'll always believe that I cant....
Hey Midnight... Have you ever heard of something called conditioned training?
I can't say I know what's going on, but please don't do that again. At times it may seem like there's nobody around who cares about you, but that couldn't be farther from the truth.
2840014
Unless you try, unless you can bring yourself to see you're no lesser, nor worse, nor a good person than those who feel a desire to spend time with you. When you can see that, you'll understand that you're a wonderful person just the way you are, and that you are certainly worthy of friendship.;) Just enjoy yourself and accept yourself at your pace. It'll feel much better to be you once you can appreciate the benefits of mutual friendship.
Besides, I'm sure that people would want to see you equally as happy as you want to see them.
2840018 No, I havent....
2840020 I just wanted to protect people......if I was gone, then they'd all be safe.....
2840024
Okay, I want you to read something, and tell me what you think of it: link
2840023 Just stop....please....I won't ever think that way....
2840028 I can't right now.....I'll do it after I shower....
2840031
Okay, that's fine
2840029
There really is no point in thinking the absence of life makes safety. One can argue that non-existence makes for the most safety, since there are no danger to anything that might have lived. But, where is the fun in that? Humans as a whole are generally a social species, and while not as Harmonious as the ponies of Equestria can still appreciate the wonders of companionship, and know that the magic of friendships spread far and wide in every heart, like love. You don't have to listen to what I say, but I hope you do, because it's truth. You are a good person because you don't think so. Doubt becomes its own truth when the doubt is doubted by others. Double negatives!
Anyway, just try your best to accept the positive feelings people have around you. Realize that it really doesn't matter how broken you feel, because you are still loved, and love is all-powerful. You are a good person because you don't want to hurt people. It isn't selfish to seek friendship.
2840047 Just please stop.....you don't know me well enough to say some of what you've said about me.....please, please stop before I lose control.....for your own good, stop....
2840049
No, I don't know you. That doesn't mean I can't make an approximation. I don't mean to overload you though, so I'll let you be for a bit. Have a nice shower.
2840027 How do you know for sure, besides I've lost enough people for one lifetime and I don't want to see/hear about anyone else dieing...
2840051 Thanks....
2840052 Because I hurt anyone I meet.....I'm a terrible person.....
I'm just glad you're alive.
2840061 As you already know, I'm not.....
( hugs you tightly, crying)
2840072 *hugs, wipes your tears* I'm sorry.....
2840073
I thought I'd lost you... I'm sorry I jumped the gun in posting that blog post... I just.. I thought you...
I'm just glad you're still here...
2840075 It's okay......if another girl hadn't pulled me back, I would've jumped......
2840058 You haven't hurt me.
2840079 I've barely talked to you.....eventually I will, I always do.....
2840081 The only way you could hurt me is by hurting yourself...