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  • 392 weeks
    ........

    I'm just gonna stand here and avoid you Kat while your anger burns itself out. :fluttershbad:
    I don't like the words you've said toward me.

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  • 395 weeks
    Concern

    That moment when you worry so badly for a friend. :fluttershysad:
    You see, I took Kat and Vince with me to go hiking yesterday. Kat had never been hiking before in her entire life. But she agreed anyway.
    So me and Vince got our things ready and waited for Kat..... She arrived a few minutes late. :unsuresweetie:
    She tried to apologize for being late, but I told her it didn't matter.

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  • 397 weeks
    I guess life isn't fair.....

    Fuck. I learned my dog Blue has cancer. :raritycry:

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  • 398 weeks
    ..........

    So I was hangin with Rusty earlier right before she went offline yesterday.
    She has put a hand to her head and said she kinda felt lightheaded.
    That would kinda figure when you realize how much pain she was in. I simply couldn't take that fact of why she would allow herself to be in such a state.
    So I offered her one of my painkillers.

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  • 400 weeks
    What!?

    Rusty says she's lonely. But look how many followers she has!! It's like she's become a cult religion! :rainbowhuh: But suppose none of them are on when she is.....

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Feb
6th
2015

I can't take this anymore. · 9:04am Feb 6th, 2015

I've locked myself up in my room. I don't think I can find a reason to keep this miserable life going...... I'm going to end this misery once and for all.

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Comments ( 15 )

NO! please no! Goodness man....... please no.....:fluttercry:

2773573 Why do you even care!?

2773583 I don't want you dead man! I care about you!:fluttercry:

Do it and I will drag you down to Tartarus. Do it and I'll make sure your afterlife is Hell, if you can't see the people who care then maybe they can open your eyes for you. Do it and see if you have a small enough Spirit to make your friends hurt for you, just because you were a coward and wouldn't see them crying. Do it and see if I don't bring you back so you can apologize to these people properly.

2773587 My life is already hell. Life hurts. I want to end this....

I'm pretty sure you don't know me but I've got a question or six if you don't mind. What kind of music do you like to listen to?

2773594 Anything that doesn't kill me.:ajbemused:

2773589 Do you not see all those who care for you? You may not see them but we're here, and if you do it you can be sure your memory will be but ash. Do it, and I'll make sure your dead memory has to live with the guilt that you left all these people sad and mourning you. Do it and see what happens when you make me mad. You think killing yourself solves anything? It just adds more problems, trust me.

Please don't mate, there's nothing worth killing yourself over.

2773597 I see no solution to this. Can I be helped? I have no idea.

2773596 Ah well then it's nice to meet another who'll listen to all types of music, as music itself wont kill you under normal circumstances. Would you like to talk about what's going on? Sometimes talking about things can help. For instance I find it helps me to talk about the things that happened between when I got shot and up until now.

2773607 You can be helped in time, but you must learn to help yourself before others can help. Which is worse to you; living with a crappy-ass life like many of us do, or dying with the guilt that you juts left everyone who cares about you feeling empty and forgotten? Killing yourself is not a solution, it is a coward's way out of a hard life, but you know what? Suck it up and remember you have friends, and they, no, we, are here to help when needed. I have gone through some shitty times in my life but fuck it, I'm still standing! And nothing, nothing is gonna stop me! So stop this bullshit and just talk. Talk about your feelings, hopes, dreams, anger, everything you can possibly imagine, talk with us about it, okay? Promise me this?

2773613 B..because I care.

Oh god... please don't... I may not know you, but I care about lives, I care. Because I don't want more people dead, and especially not like this.

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