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crashandcortex


19, British, University Student (studying Game Development), Casual FIM fan & obsessive gamer. Generally specialize in Nintendo games and have a large lack of self confidence for better or for worse.

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  • 479 weeks
    New Year, what's changed? ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOTHING

    In the lowest state I think I've ever been in, and considering I was practically depressed the entirety of last year as well that's saying more than you'd probably assume. Fucking eating disorder's brought out the worst facets in me on a multidimensional level, and I've degenerated into a barely functional waste due to my inability to curb it. Gets worse when you constantly see people who

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  • 486 weeks
    Very minor stuff

    Just decided to try jogging for the first time in absolutely forever. (since around... last Juneish. I know)

    Barely managed 15 minutes (I assume just over a mile) without stopping until I felt drained, my feet started aching, my head felt dizzy and numb and I genuinely felt like I could've fainted if I went any longer, even though I did try to keep my breath.

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  • 487 weeks
    Binge Eating Update #5: A Slightly Different Form, + Christmas Problems

    Hope y'all had an amazing Christmas/Hearth's Warming Eve/Hanukkah everybody! The one time of the year where everyone seems to cut loose, temporarily disassociate themselves from any sort of negative baggage and just out & out have a holly, jolly, joyful, wonderful time with family & friends!

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  • 487 weeks
    MERRY CHRISTMAS! 2015: Good?

    2014 was an absolutely shit-tastic year, dare I say the worst fucking year of my life. Divorce, indecision regarding my uni course, an eating disorder which persists into the present fucking day, become over 30lbs heavier and become an obese 147+lb abomination, stupid fucking decision after stupid fucking decision, breaking ties with somebody I thought was a friend, I could go on and on

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  • 493 weeks
    Binge Eating Update 4 - Fuck Everything

    I'm fucking done. Don't know how much more of this mental lethargy and self-pity I can take, and I'm descending into worse extremities regarding this fucking pathetic binge eating disorder every single day. It's destroying everything I have, my body, my academic performance, my potential future aspirations, my interest in daily activities, my social interactions, my... everything

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Dec
24th
2014

MERRY CHRISTMAS! 2015: Good? · 6:58pm Dec 24th, 2014

2014 was an absolutely shit-tastic year, dare I say the worst fucking year of my life. Divorce, indecision regarding my uni course, an eating disorder which persists into the present fucking day, become over 30lbs heavier and become an obese 147+lb abomination, stupid fucking decision after stupid fucking decision, breaking ties with somebody I thought was a friend, I could go on and on and on. But even in the wake of such aggressively petulent pessimism, I do still see that faint, sub-microscopic glimmer of light at the end of this toxic tunnel of filth, depravity & fat. Here's to a lovely Christmas and a passable, dare I say amazing 2015: No matter what happens, nothing could be worse, right?

Merry Christmas to all of FIMFiction, and here's hoping everybody both within and outside of our pony-savvy sphere has the absolute greatest 2015 possible!

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