NOT DEAD · 7:29am Dec 22nd, 2014
What a cheery title! Happy holidays! It's true, though: I'm not dead. Only my inspiration is. I mourn it. Deeply. I really want to write things again, but my attempts over the past five months have been utterly futile. Some of you might understand the feeling of staring at a blinking cursor with no idea of what to type – I seriously hope you don't – but it's all too often a reality. To make matters worse, even when I manage to cobble something together, I question it endlessly. I'm in much better health, so this time I really have no excuses. I just can't heck it.
Thankfully, unlike a great many things, inspiration has a way of rekindling, so I have high hopes that someday (soon plz?) I will live up to my avatar and rise from the ashes with something worth reading. Until then, I've decided against making any promises. All I can promise for certain is that I'm not giving up. I've got a new lease on life and I hope to make good use of it. Positive attitude is one hell of a drug and I look forward to becoming an addict. Forward ho, friends and followers! May 2015 bring us all better days.
Yeah!
Looking forward to it!
I would just like to say that, though I have enacted multiple purges on my list of stories to read, and dozens have been dumped without being touched for spending too long in hiatus, your story has remained for almost as long as I have had an account here. I look forward to the day you can proudly present your new version, no matter how long it takes.