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RunDevilRun007


Hello, I'm 007. I'm a brony (obviously) from the USA. I'm 20 and I enjoy Music, Video Games and Nightclubs. And I'm the #1 Sunset Shimmer fan. As well as the #1 Equestria Girls fan!

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  • 382 weeks
    Coming out of retirement for one final story

    As many of you know. I retired and quit the fic writing business ages ago to move on to bigger and better things (Making Music and YouTube videos primarily) But I'm coming back out of retirement for one final story because this is a story I feel NEEDS to be written. And I don't care how hated it is. I don't care how autistic it makes me look. I just want it gone and out of my system. So for any

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    7 comments · 296 views
  • 406 weeks
    Is Anybody Out There? Anybody There? Does Anybody Wonder? Anybody Care?

    Def Leppard reference aside. I haven't written in months. I've gotten more into music production than writing. At least with music I don't have dipshits claiming I write self-insert music. -_-

    But regardless, does anyone still give a shit about me or my worthless fanfiction? If so I might get back into writing. If not, then I'll just retire.

    7 comments · 303 views
  • 416 weeks
    A preview of two new fics I'm working on!

    I have been working on a couple of fics in secret recently, and these are small chunks of the ideas I've been working on:

    First is from a story titled "Pregnant Shimmer" (Working Title):

    Sunset looked up at her husband, tears in her eyes, one of the only times she was legitimately scared. Sunset was one of those tough girls, but this. This was terrifying.

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    3 comments · 299 views
  • 416 weeks
    "My Summer's Sunset" Is returning! (And boring shit about my life)

    Yep, I'm gonna start working on this story again with a co-writer. Still in the planning stages, but this story should continue soon (Hopefully)

    I am also working on other writing projects off of FiMFiction, but those are all top secret and written under an alias so no one knows it's me. :O But it should help me improve my writing. :D

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    15 comments · 351 views
  • 417 weeks
    Looking for an Editor

    I am currently looking for someone to edit my fic, "My Summer's Sunset"

    I just need someone to check for grammatical errors and correct things, since I'm too fucking lazy to use a thesaurus for a My Little Pony fanfic (Or I'm just too blind to see when I use a word too often) I need an editor to find and fix that for me.

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May
9th
2014

A life changing experience · 10:34am May 9th, 2014

So I posted a thread on 4chan's /mlp/ board that was basically airing my depression, for some insane reason I decided to make /mlp/ think I had killed myself (Don't ask why, I'm not in the right frame of mind today.) and that one of my friends was telling them I did it. I was expecting apathy in it's purest form.

Then I got posts like this:



And then this was posted:



And at that moment I broke down and literally started crying...I'm not sure why...Maybe because I finally realized people do care...Maybe the world isn't full of dipshits and assholes like I thought...I was almost this so many times...I...I can't imagine what this would be like if my friends found out I had killed myself...

When you watch people actually get sad over your suicide...People you don't even know...You realize just how much you matter in the world. And how much suicide hurts everyone else around you...And at one point in the thread I was basically asked to write my own Epitaph...That will make you realize just how much life you have left.

The moral of this story is: If you are young and feeling suicidal...It's not worth it. People DO care, and as much as you may not believe it or you may not care, it really hurts others, you know how you're feeling now? You'll put your friends and family in that exact position. Do you want that? No.

And you think because you're 20 and you haven't done this or that that you never will? Bull! Imagine your name on a gravestone with a loving Epitaph. Then imagine seeing "1994-2014" under it. How much life do you think you have left? A lot, you have plenty of time to do things!

Be thankful for what you have. I, personally have a new outlook on life now, I want to seek happiness now in any way I can.

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It's good to see that you're feeling better. I wish you luck as you seek out happiness.

if course people care I know I would cry and I swear not cuz no more of that story im too lazy to name right now and even if the internet is full of assholes and dipshits there are a hand full of awesome people out there I just hope im one of them cuz I do try anyway I hope you live a happy life dude (came out wrong bleh) :pinkiehappy:

I don't think the world is full of assholes. It's just people tend to highlight them more than good people. There are so many smart and good people on the internet. They just tend to not make themselves known, they have seen what happens if you do that. But give them motivation, and suddenly those people are all around you, their love and empathy drowning out the angry cries of people who would try to get you down.

I'm so good at rambling it's unbelieveable, anyway. What i'm trying to say is, stay positive, try to take comfort in the knowledge that good people are all around you, they just tend to be in the shadows.:pinkiehappy:

Same thing happened to me a few times when I would resolve to kill myself. My mindset was telling me no one cared at all, online or irl. Maybe the irl part is true, but that's probably because my own family doesn't understand me, criticizing me and scorning me for the mere fact that I'm a Brony.
Anyway, I'm so glad to hear from another person like you, once in the very same shoes I was. It makes me so happy to know that people can actually still feel.

I have been telling you, as well as others, that people like me and a few others do care. But this... to see people on /mlp/ of all places actually doing things like this... like, wow. Quite possibly the most unexpected thing to happen in a place like that.

Though you have said you do go on /mlp/ (for whatever reason, but I don't judge), just know that whatever goes through your mind, you will always have people like me and your other friends who do care about you. Never forget that. :twilightsmile:

2091998

Thanks. :twilightsmile:


2092089

The story I'm too lazy to write more of? :rainbowlaugh: But yeah, there are good people out there.


2092131

I used to think the world was just full of assholes and idiots, I've realized now that that is not true.


2092531

That's quite a story. :rainbowderp:


2093400

I know...I just didn't believe it till now. :fluttercry: But now I DO believe it. And yeah, finding that kind of sympathy and care on 4chan of all places is shocking. :rainbowderp:

My only /mlp/ friends are on Skype so I think they'd understand. :fluttershysad:

2093597 don't use my words against me :rainbowlaugh: or I'll report your story :trollestia: no but seriously have a derpy :derpyderp1: :derpyderp2: :derpytongue2:

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