A COMPILED LIST OF ALL THE TIMES I'VE LET MYSELF GET SCARED BY MY OWN THOUGHTS · 3:12am Aug 10th, 2013
In recent memory.
My father is playing old forties music. The choir sounded like air sirens and it reminded me of those movie scenes where the nuke is falling with the sirens and everybody is screaming and the song is just playing and I freaked the fuck out like I thought it was real and I shat a little bit. .-.
Which reminded me that for some reason, at like, seven in the morning one day, i just heard a loud fucking BANG. Like, I woke up and my ears were ringing and it hurt. Really loud.
Then I asked people what it was and they said they didn't hear anything.
And when I heard the half life 2 sirens and woke up immediately, freaking out. I was thinking SHIT IS REAL, THE ZOMBIES, THE COMBINE, EVERYTHING.
I generally panicked and my blood pressure skyrocketed. I was SCARED. Then I calmed down and didn't hear anything abs everything was okay.
That's all.
That's alot there, buck-o.
But I have dreams and thoughts like that too. So I can relate to the fear you talk about.