that person is me · 5:31am Jul 26th, 2013
Imagine being someone who can't control what they accept. Who gets everything from around them, with no way to filter it. Who can't understand any of it, but gets it anyway. Who is happy one moment, and sad the next. Who can't keep a fucking friend for more than a month before they give up. Who can't help themselves. Who can't do anything to make it better, because they don't think they can. Who is so scared of reality, they build a fantasy to keep from facing it. Who can't stand thinking about how horrible they are, and every single bad thing they've done, but can't change it.