Jul
5th
2013
Mostly Unimportant Crap · 3:32am Jul 5th, 2013
Edit:Situation is dealt with. Please ignore this unless you like reading hastily written, depressing poetry.
It's days like this that remind me what a petty, jealous asshole I can be. It reminds me that, no matter how much I try, I'm still a failure.
Dishonesty
You see through my joy,
you see through my pain.
Why should I be surprised
when you see through my lies?
Turmoil in life.
Endeavours all failed.
Nothing to be.
I have nothing to prove.
What use is a friend,
when isolation creeps in?
It tears at my heart,
and deludes my mind.
Where can I search,
for the man I once was?
Help never comes.
I held wicked intent.
I no longer deserve,
the kindness once offered.
Regret holds me back,
as tears flow freely.
May one day I be worthy,
of your friendship once more.
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I don't, but huuuuuuuuuug.
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1188789 I'm still sorry, and I'm still hurting. I wish I could take it all back. I wish I could make this stupid feeling go away. This whole thing is my fault and I really, really wish I knew how to talk about it without sounding like an even bigger jackass.
Hug !? <(^.^)>
<(^.^)> Hug !?
You can PM me and talk about it if you like. I don't care how you come across as.
We all have moments, Hyz. If it IS your fault, then any other parties involved still willing to talk with you is a good sign. If it's not... I don't know.
I'm a terrible life coach, so I won't even pretend to tell you what to do. Just remember to smile at the little things. And sleep, sleep really helps. Can't solve any problems at three in the morning, and can't do it tired.
Fuck I tried. Right after I said I wouldn't. Good luck.
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Thank you all for the encouragement. Everything is fine now, no need to worry.
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Have ALL the encouragement.