Why do I even do this? (P)

As of recently, I begin to question my use of blogs if nopony ever reads them. Obviously they serve little purpose since I am not a highlighted event, but perhaps I see them as more.

Perhaps I use blogs as a means of "communicating" with the outside world. But that's besides the point. I Toodle Flip, one of many, will continue to use blog posts! Stuff!

Perhaps the reason nopony ever reads my blogs is because they don't really have time for them? After all, I don't really mark them as important... but then again, when you have hundreds of favorites, you tend to... let things slip through the cracks.

I know I would go crazy if all of my favorite stories (but not artistically favorite) were to simultaneously update, then reading a pointless blog which conveys information you will learn regardless is well... I can't think of the word. Redundant? Well, whatever! I am off to sleep and hopefully experience one of those dreams where I can feel! The first time it happened I flew. The next three times... well, being stung by a large wasp, then stabbed by a knife, and finally, shot to death, all of which were not pleasant experiences (the flying was simply amazing though).

But this raises the question... if I like flying so much... why am I an earth pony? I also like magic... but I think being an earth pony is the right choice. Perhaps because it is the most limiting. I cannot become princess celestia's secret cousin or some such nonsense (yeah... not always the best explination) by being an Earth Pony with no cutie mark.

Yes, I admit, I don't know what my Cutie mark is! There! I've said it! I hope you are happy empty chairs! Well, whatever. It's not like any of you care anyway. My OC is a reflection of myself, or is it myself? I don't know who I am, so how can I make an OC of myself? Because I certainly know that I am not an OP alicorn. My special talent may be luck then. I guess? Either that, or being a jack of all trades. explains why stories don't suck, but they don't excel.

Otherwise, Fiesta Equestria was nice. Met a couple bronies. None of them probably know who I am, not that it matters. Then again, I went by myself...

By the way, I am not fishing for compliments. I just happen to hate myself very much. Plus, if you try to console me, and you won't, screw you. I will ignore your comment.

Yeah... I should really work on not being so shy... well, shy outside the internet.

But this raises the question... who am I?

Leave an answer in the comment section if you think you have a suitable answer. Otherwise, scream at me to do something because I am a lazy bum who should be getting things done quicker. Shout out to TyTyTech for writing a comment.

You know, when a pony favorites a story, instead of doing the norm, I probably come out sounding completely desperate, or I feel like, when I read it later, that I completely suck. I probably do though so Yipeeee!