It just occurred to me

Even if I don't get to update 'No Light' over my spring break, at least I'm doing better than Varanus.

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[ScyStorm]

And me. :(

[TwizzleDragon]

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[Blue_Paladin42]

It's funny cause it's true.

[Varanus]

Seeing you make jokes about this actually really bothers me, Vargras. I know it was a joke but I don't find it funny, my poor update pace are because of depression, not laziness. So yeah, feels like you're mocking a track runner for being too lazy to sprint, when really it's because his leg is broken.

I don't really like making a fuss about my situation, but that's how it is.

[Meltian]

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That moment when I feel bad now for laughing at the joke. I didn't realize that that was why Composure hasn't seen an update in a long time. I'm really sorry, man.

[Varanus]

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It's okay, it's just a bad situation. I'm happy to joke and laugh at it with people, it helps me fight the problem, but I don't like it when people laugh at me for the work I can't do when dealing with this. I get a lot of "haha you never update comments", and they really aren't as harmless as the people sending them think.

[Vargras]

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Well, as we (sort of) discussed on Skype, none of us really knew at the time what was going on. If I had known that and still made this post, then yeah, it would've been in poor taste -- however, I didn't know.

Also, to whoever downvoted his comments, I will take a bat to your knees.

[Varanus]

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I know, and thanks. I'm not passing any judgement here - even though the misunderstanding was cleared up fast I was still suffering from the shock of just remembering my slow, spluttering creative breakdown of last year. Since I've been getting comments similar to this, I felt I needed to make some sort of statement. Please don't take this as something to feel guilty for.

And i can understand the feelings of the person who downvoted me. Dealing with depression is greatly frustrating, especially when you're trying to help someone recover. They take things in odd ways - case in point, this.

[UseFistNotMouth]

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Hmm.
Personally I would feel more frustrated being called out without a valid reason.
If I had one then it's just ignorance on the other party's end. If I didn't I would feel bad.

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