mind state? idk.

So many things I wanna write that I just can't seem to get out.

I've had a bunch of ideas lately, but they're just that. Ideas. Because the moment I try to start writing I immediately realize I have no clue what I'm doing and forget about it. That happens pretty often.

It kinda sucks that my newer stuff hasn't been getting great feedback, but I can't say I don't know why. To be honest, they're just not good. I can admit that. My writing's sucked ass lately. It could just be because I recently got back into spending time on this site and wanted to put stuff out, even if it meant rushing. Not a good thing to do, by the way. The ratings show it.

Obviously, I'm still writing. But I'm not just gonna be putting stuff out anymore. The next time I release something, I want it to be because I put actual effort into it and it's something worth reading. Even if it's short, I want to write things that will do more than just waste a few minutes of someone's day. I realize I had a bad habit of doing that before.

Maybe I'm just yapping with all this and it won't matter in the future. As of right now, I have no clue what I'm gonna do next. I'm still brainstorming ideas for a fic, hoping I touch on something good enough to put into words and actually finish. I don't know if I'll actually get there. But all this is pretty much just me saying I wanna write better. To the few people who actually remember who I am, that is.

If you read all this, you're probably a real one. Thanks for that. If you didn't, oh well. Not like I expected you to.

Hope to put out something dope soon.

Peace n love,
Buck