I don't know why I'm posting this...

I'm not sure exactly why this makes me cry... maybe because this is how I wished my father treated me, or because of what Hailey turned into...

So beautiful

Military family

Nuff said.

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This is basically about my relationship, I don't know what to do right now...

Ok, so my girlfriend got suspended because two of her really good friends snitched on her for having weed, I've explained that a while ago and how there was no evidence besides a witness. Anyways... the girl told on her, and the guy just decided that they wouldn't be friends anymore. So there was a whole month of my girlfriend being ignored by two of her best friends.

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I don't know why...
I'm not even going to change my avatar today, so you know I'm serious.

Instead of making another chapter for whatever thing or releasing Masks, I felt I should make this 20th story a random comedy that won't be offensive.

It's a comedic take on one of my fears in the bathroom.

I have a lot of fears while in the bathroom, but it's where a lot of my serious ideas come from, which is to say a lot even though only a few have been published.

Some chick in my brother's class committed suicide last night. I don't care really... why do they tell me this...?

I don't know people so why should I care when they die? It'd be different if it were my friend who attempted it a few days ago actually succeeded but that's because I know her.

Anyways, all this talk of suicide has me thinking...

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I went to see a movie, Scary Movie 5, it is just... I didn't enjoy it. It was funny, but most jokes won't make you laugh, it just feels like a youtube parody...
Would've rather stayed with 42.

Anyways, I haven't been able to communicate with my girlfriend since before noon on Friday...
I've been so depressed, she went camping so we can't text.
I don't even know when she comes back tomorrow...

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IT'S HITLER'S BIRTHDAY!
Oh, and international weed day.
That's about it.

So... My girlfriend is gone this entire weekend on a camping trip with her church even though she didn't want to... her moms a bitch...
I can't even text her or skype so I'm a little depressed...

I don't even know if I'll try writing anything this weekend, I'm just so far trying to keep myself occupied, but it's a futile struggle already...

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A friend of mine went into the E.R. last night, she tried to commit suicide. They have her locked up so she can't harm herself anymore. There's little information about what exactly happened right now and I don't want to say anymore...

It just reminds me of the time I tried to hang myself... my life was wonderful and I didn't see it, tried to end it all but it broke. I... I look back now at all that and I just don't understand it anymore...

Usually what I expect doesn't happen, I knew Conscious was a really good idea, but I was expecting it to be great to some and horrible to many and come out as a decent story.
4 hours, 42 views and 12 likes, that's a 28% rating thing, which surpasses Everyday.

Anyways, the story will go down when I come back from school today, it'll come back up once I get it to reach 4k or the end, I'm trying to lengthen this one to my best abilities.

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