I get back and try contacting who I can with what I can and nobody remembers me. Absolutely nobody ... this ... kinda hurts. I've been away so long it's numbed the blow. I partially expected it ...

Hello everyone! I'm sorry for my friends on here I have been unable to contact. My house was burned down from electrical fire and later found out it was deliberate and the person who did it deliberately also wanted me dead ... anyways ... I don't have access to my old skype any more but that's ok. I made a new one I just need to get re added to the groups and add you all again. Yes, I had access on that phone I had but who I was with threw a bitch fit when I was upset because I was upset and

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I'm sick right now and I keep losing focus every 5 minutes and staring straight ahead lost. My sickness isn't why I'm upset though. I'm upset because I miss my best friend. She just disappeared one day. Last time I heard from her she said she was sick. It makes me worry what happened. I'm not sure how but after I met her I became more open about my past, my hurt, and some how changed me. Me and her had so much in common I would know things without her telling me. She would have lots of bad luck

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I'm sick right now and I keep losing focus every 5 minutes and staring straight ahead lost. My sickness isn't why I'm upset though. I'm upset because I miss my best friend. She just disappeared one day. Last time I heard from her she said she was sick. It makes me worry what happened. I'm not sure how but after I met her I became more open about my past, my hurt, and some how changed me. Me and her had so much in common I would know things without her telling me. She would have lots of bad luck

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Ok. Long story short I had done a birthday post for her before. Why does no one see it? Well me being a real big fuck up didn't hit POST BLOG ENTRY at the bottom in green.

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Well some of you know I have terrible back pain and sleep on my stomach right? Well my pal Kaidan who has some medical know how told me that is a bit dangerous. Turns out sleeping on my stomach makes my back worse. In fact it can cause some permanent damage. Well the way around that is to get it look at to see how bad the damage is and not sleep on my stomach or sleep with my lower back raised and my head in a pillow similar to that of a massage table so an airplane pillow will be ok. Here's my

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Yay! another new one! I owe it to my friend again. She knows exactly what seems right. Now to play the song "Cool guys don't look at explosions.".

Me and my stalker life.

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