So, today is my birthday, an occasion that I have mainly written off for the past few years as nothing more than another day. For what reason had I resorted to such a pessimistic view of my own birthday? Well if you must know it's because of all the usual ideas I had filling my head, ones shared by many depressed friends and family of mine. "Birthdays are only big deals to people who have inflated egos or want to feel good about themselves for doing absolutely nothing." Or, "Everyone has a

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This damn year just couldn't leave well enough alone. It was nearly over, and I was sure nothing would happen to damage my life as a whole, but of course, that was too good to be true. The year couldn't end without one more last minute middle finger to my hopes and sanity. I won't bore you with the details, just know that the year wasn't all that bad for me in all honesty, that was, until just this morning. Now I'm finally reeling from it's effects. I truly thought I'd be spared having to admit

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I find that it's a very common occurrence for me, that I always seem to be a burden on others. I have a litany of anxiety and depression problems that have persisted since I was a child, and as I grow up I find more and more people to be very callous and uncaring for my mental state. I never try to make myself out to be someone so broken that they need everyone's attention or compliments just to make me feel good for a fleeting moment, but everyone seems to treat me as such. I've never really

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Hello Non-existent viewers. Boy is it great to be back. You see for the tumbleweed and ghost who are actually reading this right now I would just like to say that new chapters are finally on the way. You see I was on a plane recently and it turns out when you're on a plane for 5 and a half hours with limited music and no internet to speak of, your creative writing juices start flowing. Now I am working hard on the next chapters of my stories, and in fact a new Merchant chapter is on its way

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Hello Non-existent viewers! It's your friendly neighborhood procrastinator Emo Rainbow! Now you may have been able to tell by the title but just in case you didn't know today is my birthday. I decided to take some time to make this blog informing all of the chirping crickets and tumbleweeds that I am in fact still here and growing another year older.

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Hello there everyone. If you haven't already figured I just dropped my new story into the fray. I have been getting... Non-existent feedback and that is exactly what I expected. I am determined to see this one through to the end so keep your eyes peeled for more to come.

If you haven't already checked it out you can start doing so by heading here.

I'll see you on the other side. Emo Rainbow signing off.

So some of you may be wondering why I haven't updated in a while. Oh who am I kidding, no one cares. You guys are my non-existent viewers, but on the off chance that someone does find this in the trash can I'd like to explain a bit. I have lost some of the drive I had to write for We all have a Destiny, but don't misunderstand me. I am still writing for it but just very slowly. What I want to really talk about is the reason why.

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Okay non-existent viewers heres the deal. I was really robbed. My house was cleaned out a few days ago and now it hasnt been the same ever since. We were able to get most of our stuff back through insurance but it just doesn't feel safe anymore. I dont know have you guys ever had that feeling before? I feel like my privacy was invaded, and its wierd that there was someone in the house stealing stuff and I live here. Anyway just a quick update for you, I just hope this doesn't change my writing

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Hello non-existent viewers! Today is my birthday and I am psyched. I officially become one year older today another huge milestone. My family is helping me celebrate and I am looking forward to the rest of my day. I just thought it would be appropriate to let you guys know!