Lately I've been going off the deep end and spiraled further into unhealthy habits to which I really don't want to get into. After almost a month of trying to clear my head and heal from my mental decline, I pushed through the negative thoughts and now I'm alright... for now. Fair warning, I will ramble nonsensically. Maybe. Yes! Perhaps? This is what happens when I write without a script. Is it strange to write WITH a script? Who knows! I must address a few issues I have with myself. This blog

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It's gotten worse.

4 of my fics are left for VOL 1. of 3. I still have to write CUPID!. Series can take a while to write. This had the least ties into FIH and only 1 M story. VOL 2. will basically be all T with the most cohesive story for FIH. Did I say 4 while only 3 were shown? Yes! The Jinglemas!

(Spoiler)

Boo! Did I scare you? That wasn't my intention, I just wanted to get you in the mood to read my blog post about Sooth Them. I have to immediately put out there that I'm a one Doodl3r army and the editing isn't that good. A pattern, as seen in my many stories. Speaking of loneliness, that was the main theme in Soothe Them.

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everything is just going wrong for me today. relapsing with the isolation again— deleted some chats with many friends/acquaintances because I am still struggling mentally. Discord, for example, is one of those apps where I find myself surrounded by people. I both love and hate attention. It's good to feel wanted but if I get too much— I need to be talked to. I try sparking up conversations but it's eventually give up. I sense people watching me reach out for a chat but ignore me— this is

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Ok, yeah, I am bad at horror. Goodness, this felt like a slap in the face to write.

Hai, Doodl3s is in. I— I am in Jinglemas 2022 and I hope it catches your interest too. Although, that does imply I'm pushing my Vol. 1 fics to six left instead of five. Fun! Anyhow, this is my first Jinglemas— can't wait for the holidays. 🎄The enrollment due date is Nov. 24th, and I can't wait to hopefully see you have joined in!

Volume One of Three will be ending in spring of next year.... ok that's a lie! I end up always delaying projects. But these 5 fics are scheduled. Will I add anymore? Probably not. Probably. I don't know if a 6th story will be made but this is it. CUPID! will be updated after volume 1 has ended but by the time— uhm— I think I'll be done writing the story. Anyways, this is an update.

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VEEERRRYYYY FUNNNY!
Ironically not viewing the last blog post....

A fellow author of whom will remain confidential posted a pretty important blog post and only got 10 views while having 200+ followers. My silly ramblings get on average... 20? Does this have to do with my blogs appearing aggressively on my page? I dunno... I guess I feel pretty bad. Apologies if my seemingly rather abrasive nature makes you uncomfortable. Some time ago I vented and lost a follower. Well, I jumped to conclusions that the vent was the reason I lost a follower. Anyhow- I will

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