How is everyone? Hopefully good... Sorry I haven't posted in a while. I've been struggling with my emotions and thoughts for a long time and needed the space. Anyway, an update. So, I know this is something that isn't just casually brought up, but I don't really care and I'm not all that excited or happy about it. I finally graduated high school. I kind of miss it, surprisingly. I mean, I guess it's because I spent my whole life going to school and now I'm just... not. School was kind of ironic

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As the title mentions, I am 19 today. I'm not all that excited. It's just another number, really. At least I'm 2 years closer to getting shitfaced drunk for the first time in my life 😆. It's pretty late and I need some sleep, but I thought I'd post a quick blog here to let you guys know the good news. I'm not sure what I want to do for my 19th birthday. There's really not much to do because of COVID-19. I'm thinking of heading to GameStop for some new games. Other than that, I don't know. What

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Sorry to cut everyone off like that. Needed some space. Guess I'm feeling a little empty more often. But, I'm getting by, so that's good. 5 days ago was the 1 year anniversary of me joining Fimfiction.net. My first fanfic is still in progress, so I think I might write a short story for practice. I mean, start small and work my way up. I've been a member for a year and haven't written a single story. It's late; 1:50 a.m. I thought I'd post something after days of silence. Sometimes, I have

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Hey guys! I'm sorry I didn't post a blog sooner. I was just isolating myself for a bit. I just needed some time to myself. I hope I didn't miss anything good on here. I stopped checking the feed. Mainly because there are so many notifications. I check it once in a while because it would take too long to scroll through every post. I'd hate to imagine the numbers if I had a thousand followers lol. Like, would I get 100 notifications every 3 minutes? I'd have like, a million notifications by the

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One thought that has been on my mind is wondering what is going on with the depressed people who can't get therapy, especially the lgbt community who are at higher risk of suicide. I wonder if they have thought of the same thing as I. I've been sneezing and using the bathroom a lot. Even sneezing I think is a risk to my family. I've lost my inspiration for writing. Again. The whole time I spent watching Netflix, I could have spent writing my fanfic with my editor. I could've kept moving

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Hi. So, some of you may have read my last blog and I wanted to say that I am in a better mood now. I'm still feeling a little down and I plan on spending the rest of the day offline. I don't know if I have bipolar depression or whatever else, I don't know. I plan on getting therapy in the future so I can figure this out. Um, offline, I hardly speak. I mean, I speak a few sentences and joke here and there, but I'm generally very quiet. After my break down, I stopped speaking. I hate my voice

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Yes, the title should say it all. I don't know why I kept fighting. I guess it was hoping that I would make everyone else happy for once, but I couldn't even do that. Writing poetry wasn't good enough. They expected me to do elearning after elearning after elearning because of this virus. They wanted to shove all the education down my throat before the deadline. They didn't care about my mental state. All they care about are the grades. I've failed them. My family, my teachers, and myself. I

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Hello, everyone!(for some reason I always end up saying hellow instead of hello lol) I would like to take a moment to let you know a new user has joined Fimfiction. Please give a warm welcome to Moonlight_Symphony. I've been talking to them for a bit now, but I would like Moonlight to talk to other members as well. There are so many great ponies here other than me, so please give Moonlight_Symphony a memorable welcome!

Hey, guys! So, I just learned that our Indiana governor moved it to May 1st for all schools to be closed until then. I really thought I'd get to have an awesome senior year, but I was wrong. At least I get a couple months of no school so I have a lot of free time to spare. Tomorrow, I have to have everything turned in or else I won't graduate this year. So, today, I'm cracking down on my missing assignments. Wish me luck! Also, Pizza Rolls are deeeeeliscious! Anyway, I better get back to my

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what's up guys and gals and in betweens? How y'all doing? Great, I hope, what with this Coronavirus and all. A lot of people are treating it as a joke, and it's not. Personally, I'd rather be safe than sorry. Being cocky and ignorant is not worth a life. Sometimes, I just want to slap some sense into these people. Eh, that's humanity for ya. Well, this is not what I wanted to post about. I wanted to say that I find freedom when I get on Fimfiction.net. While, I may not spend as much time on

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