1 Year Anniversary! · 6:26am May 12th, 2020

Sorry to cut everyone off like that. Needed some space. Guess I'm feeling a little empty more often. But, I'm getting by, so that's good. 5 days ago was the 1 year anniversary of me joining Fimfiction.net. My first fanfic is still in progress, so I think I might write a short story for practice. I mean, start small and work my way up. I've been a member for a year and haven't written a single story. It's late; 1:50 a.m. I thought I'd post something after days of silence. Sometimes, I have nothing to talk about. Now, I do.

Due to the Covid-19 pandemic, my school has allowed the seniors to graduate this year, so I'm proud to say I am a 2020 graduate! I made it! I hope that I have a normal graduation ceremony. The school board is thinking of doing a virtual graduation, but I don't think that's the right thing to do. Damn it, I am going to have a normal graduation. I did not suffer all those years just to be cheated out of the glory of graduation. Maybe it won't happen soon, but it still better happen.

I decided to go with a neutral name, Danny. Well, Danny Wright. Supposedly, Danny means "God is my judge." It made me feel like nobody else could judge me. Even if they did, it was meaningless. Only God can truly judge me. It kind of gives me confidence to stand up for myself more often. As for Wright? I chose that because well... Okay, so I had this story I was writing a few years ago. Sadly, I lost it and all 17 pages of progress. One of the characters was Danny Wright. I remembered that name and just sort of chose it because it had a nice ring to it. Well, not just because of that. Y'all heard of the Wright brothers, right? They invented flight. Well, for me, writing is kind of like flying. Writing brings me higher and higher above the darkness. Also, Wright and Write because why not?

I am planning on getting a job really soon. As in the next few day. My plans are to save up for a car and a house for rent. I don't know what I'll do after. I want to become a professional writer before retirement. Well, I'll still be writing during retirement, so I want to write all that I can before I die. I'm hoping sooner or later I'll be able to see a gender therapist. The pandemic kind of makes that a problem. I'm sure I'll find a way.

Mom is struggling. She's diabetic, so she can't have surgery. Otherwise, she'd die right on the table. A few days ago, she had to buy a cane for the first time. Both of her knees are bad due to arthritis. Her back, too. She's always in constant pain. She's been in pain for a few years, now. To be honest, I can't help but be annoyed. I have to hear over and over and over again how much pain my mom is in. I'm sorry if that sounds a little douche like. I care a lot, but it's all that ever happens. I'm still trying to grow up. I didn't have much of a childhood. I guess I don't want to grow up just yet because I want to spend a few years being a child. My childhood was taken from me, but it was out of everyone's control. I've been so distant and sad, I don't enjoy life much anymore. Now, I have to grow up. I have to find a place to rent and get a good paying job. Mom is filing for disability. She doesn't want to, but she has to. She might qualify for SSI due to the number of problems that are going on with her body. I want life to not be so hectic like it has been for years.

Anyway, I'll continue posting updates about my life from time to time. You guys don't deserve my silence. I have a lot of followers, so it'd be nice if some of you guys messaged me about normal stuff. Like, I know this is a site for MLP related shit, but real life is going on right now, so communication and socializing is really important right now. I miss you Frosty_Rainbow, Nocturnalis Storyhart, 0_0, My Little Epona, and everyone else. Don't think I was excluding you. It'd take forever to list everyone. And, my blog is long enough as it is. I have to get some rest now. I hope y'all are doing alright.

With love, Lunar_Glow🖤

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