I'm not well. My mind is so unraveled that I feel like I'm going to collapse into a panic attack any day now In the middle of work. My brain is screaming and weeping noise at me nonstop, incoherent ramblings and insults and mutterings, and I feel like I'm going to pass out just from mental fatigue.
I'm gonna try to schedule a visit to behavioral health, see if someone with a degree can tell me I'm not as crazy as it feels like I am...

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I'm finally back in the states! After 7 months in sh*tty Afghanistan, I've finally made it back. And everything is an episode of nightmare before Christmas.
What's this? What's this?
It's humid in the air.
What's this?
There's Privates everywhere?

Yeah. It's weird. But the bad news is that when I took my laptop to get the port fixed, turns all the dust of Afghanistan has crudded up my motherboard and it had to be replaced.
$650 (so far)
Joy.

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Welp. It's my birthday today.

I'm 23 now.

Fuck, I am OLD.

Also got the shit smacked [repetitively] out of me by my company mates.

So that happened.

Also midnight shifts are now a thing and our new first seargant forbade sleeping before 1600 so yay...

More exhaustion and back problems...

Anyone else get weirdly pissed off by stories/chapters that are X999 words long?

yes I'm writing, I'm sorry it's slow, it's hot as hell out where I am and I'm busy with work. One day off a week and that day being filled with training does that to a guy.

ITS BEEN 10 HOURS AND I GOT A FEATURE??
I WROTE THAT IN LIKE TWO HOURS.
IN A HUMVEE.

I'm glad y'all like it and thanks for all the favorites but where did that even come from?

Just wrote a story in like 2.5 hours while sittin in this humvee
Now I'm waiting auto approval.
This story brought to you by Monster(Tm)
YOU'LL GET SHIT DONE WHEN YOU CANT SLEEP

IM WAITING FOR MY SPONSER CALL, MONSTER

I believe in you.
You and all the worlds you contain.
Good night.

Why is there no God of expletives?
For all us awkward people who reflexively shout 'fuck' when we run into walls, doors, what have you, who do we honor with our numerous cursing?

WRITING CHAPTERS ON AN IPHONE FORMAT IS REALLY FRICKIN AGGRAVATING.
can't do fine work for SHIT
IM WORKING THOUGH
Slowly. But I'm getting there.
Slowly.
I'm sorry