So, due to my extremely inwardly insightful nature, as well as my tendency to place myself in glum situations, I often have a tendency to make little epiphanies here and there. Sometimes they are deep, meaningful, and borderline philosophical, others are just me realizing something I really should have seen sooner. Despite my tendency to prefer to keep my thoughts to myself, I'd think I'd like to post blogs when I have one of these epiphanies explaining them, but I don't want to fill your guys'

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After all this time of wishing I could chat with some of you guys, and thinking that I couldn't, I totally forgot that I'm going to be going to Arizona in a couple weeks with laptop and headset in tow. You know what that means? *pause to give the audience a chance to respond...* I GET TO DO CHAT CALLS!!! I have no clue how it took me so long to figure this out, or why it suddenly came to me last night as I thought about Megamind (my mind wanders at night more than a drunken vagabond). Maybe

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I look forward to the future, I really do. I want to be in the future, where I can do what I want and be what I want to be. Problem is, and I've only just realized this, but thinking about the future fills me with dread. I'm a high schooler who, even whilst looking forward to it, dreads the coming summer. Even while I want to be independent and drive my own life, thinking of the future scares me. I haven't seen this before simply because I've found different reasons for it. I must be dreading

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Last night, I had the biggest adrenaline rush since the last time I went wake boarding. The final baseball game of the season, and we're up in the final inning (the seventh) by one run. Being the away team, we take field in the bottom of the innings, and during one play, we get the final out at the same time as the other team makes the run to tie the game. For six straight innings, we struggled to pull ahead while holding the other team down. One of the players on the other team got hit in the

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So, I've been wanting a girlfriend for a long time now. Really badly. But that's no problem, right? I know a lot of girls! In fact, I tend to get along better with girls than other guys! Problem is, I just don't feel any attraction to any of them. So I've just figured that, eventually, I'd meet someone I'd feel attracted to. But these last couple weeks, I've been hanging out a lot with one of my friends and I've realized, I think I like her a bit.

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I'm stuck. That's all there is to it. It happens over and over again, so much so that I think that pulling out of it is just another part of the loop. I know what it'll take to get out of it, and it really is easy, but I just can't find the motivation to do anything more than stare at the wall right now. All I have to do is finish a few assignments, easy ones at that, and keep up on whatever comes next. Not to brag, but I have a higher intellect than the average person, especially for my age,

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A little while ago, I created a thread in Bassie and Surry's Twidash Army for a centralized helping place, but the inactivity was kinda discouraging. But I thought, "maybe it's just not on a big enough scale?". So, I created the Helpful Helping Place. If you guys wouldn't mind, I ask that you spread the word.

Thanks,
Z

Some of you may know that Bassie recently shaved his head for a cancer fundraiser. While talking to him about it, I mentioned that, having no way to send money if I had any money to send, I'd instead shave my head as well, and send him before and after pictures. Well, even though he didn't mind either way, when I say I'm gonna do something, I intend to do it. And I just did. I nearly chickened out, but I did it. I'll be posting photos soon.

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I am not writing this as Bassline. I am not writing this as Melody. I am writing this as me, a male, 16 year old sophomore (10th grader) from the Willamette Valley. Earlier tonight, I sent a message to eleven different people on this site. These people are, in order of our meeting, Surry, Bassie, Ava, TDF, Maxxxxxx, Timelord, Adda, Famous, Tidal, BBOFF, and Music within us. If you see each other in the comments, and have yet to meet someone you see, please introduce yourselves.

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