Hello everyone! I'm feeling better now, thanks to everyone I chatted with. I'm bored though and I was wondering if you guys would enjoy me doing a Q&A/ AMA. I'm hoping the answer is yes because it sounds like it would be fun! So leave a comment below and let me know.

I was wondering if anyone wanted to talk. I'm still feeling like shit.

I don't know what's going on any more. I can't control my stress and I can barely get my work done. It feels like everything is falling apart. What scares me though is that I've actually thought about ending it more than once. I'm going down a road I can't turn away from anymore. This is all just fucked up. I have no idea what to do anymore.

I'm moving on from this breakup. Dwelling on it won't help in any way. She ended the relationship and this is what she wanted. I'm going to move on from it and I hope she does to. Holding on to any feelings to me will hurt her, not help her. If you know her, help her out. I can no longer get involved with this. I am going to move on from on all of this and get back to doing what I do best: writing and working with software. I hope to have Into the Darkness finished by the end of the month.

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So, I am now single. Me and my girlfriend broke up. Yeah. She didn't want to keep doing a long distance relationship, which I understand. Uh ok. That's it.

I have entered the deep web. Before I did, I downloaded a secure OS called Tails. I booted the OS on an old laptop of mine that I had wiped. Tails basically makes the computer you're using much safer for browsing the deep web. The OS came with Tor already on it. So I've been surfing the deep web all day today. It is amazing! There's so much to browse and see. I love technology and love learning about things I don't know. There is some creepy shit in there, but there is also some amazing things

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I proudly give you, Christopher Grimm Razka! Super mega thank you to Stellar Bubbles for drawing him! I freaking love it! Anyway, I'm working on the final chapter to Into the Darkness. Should be done by the end of the month. Then I will begin work on Save My Soul. Here is a little sneak peak for Save My Soul.

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So how many of you know about the deep web? I've just started learning about it and let me tell you it is messed up. You can literally find anything there. A lot of illegal things. You can buy drugs, guns, and almost anything else. I obviously don't recommend buying any of that shit. It's a fascinating place. I now want to learn how to safely browse the deep web! I say safely because there is a lot of malware and virus risks on there. You can't just walk in to the deep web not knowing anything

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You ever have a girlfriend or boyfriend and your parents just hate them right off the bat? With no real justification and no knowledge of who they are. Well my dad hates my girlfriend. His justification is that we have never met because she is in Canada and I'm in the US. I get he's paranoid, but he wants me to cut all communication with her. He doesn't just not trust her, he is convinced she is a bad person and she will hurt me. Yet he has never had a single conversation with her. Life is kind

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So I'm in Hawaii and wont be back in Chicago until New Year's day. The waves here are awesome and its so warm here. I hear Chicago got a brutal storm! Ha! I'll be posting pictures when I get back from the trip.