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Estee


On the Sliding Scale Of Idealism Vs. Cynicism, I like to think of myself as being idyllically cynical. (Patreon page.)

Mar
6th
2019

Update: in which I don't know how to deal with good news any more. · 2:31pm March 6th

I really don't.

I can't even see this as something real. I'm very patiently waiting for the world to take it back, or find some way of corrupting it. Part of me believes that just telling everyone here will be what makes it all go wrong -- and given that, it's best to just get it out of the way.

So...


I never resolved the last situation, so let's do that first.

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Feb
24th
2019

Micro-update: awake. · 8:55pm February 24th

She's capable of holding some degree of Q&A, although she is (as always) resisting orientation questions by claiming people are playing games with her. However, some degree of confusion can be assessed because last night, there was confusion between ER and her eventual ward. The former passed on none of the information I gave them: medication list, the events of the week -- or how to contact me. And when they asked her for my number, she gave them the wrong one.

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Feb
23rd
2019

"Unresponsive." · 8:58pm February 23rd

Before we go any further: she's alive.

It's my fault, really. I was going to try and write today. I should know what that does.

Well, there were people who wanted a medical update...


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Feb
18th
2019

In which the base story concept and main character will actually be taken seriously. · 1:19pm February 18th

Long description:

It had been hard enough, being one of the first. With the walls dropped, leaving her nation, her herd, traveling to Japan and trying to exist among so many strangers... every day had been a challenge. But she'd tried. Day by day, hoofstep by hoofstep, she'd felt she was finding her place in the human world.

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Feb
16th
2019

In which I get mocked by a completely different fandom · 1:18pm February 16th

I know I've been blog-quiet for a while now -- again -- and part of that is because I feel very few people want to see me describe life as the thing during which medical appointments are scheduled. (Four days of them in a row next week. Four.) In that sense, it's hard to find both things to talk about and the time to ramble on them. But...

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Feb
4th
2019

You are hereby summoned to Kanji Duty (one story or one headache, whichever comes first). · 7:45pm February 4th

So, following up on the other blog post -- if anyone can read this and see how the translation went...

In particular, I'm curious about the four notes at the end.

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Feb
2nd
2019

'Always late to every war': signal-boosting IntricateDisguise's crisis. · 10:35pm February 2nd

I am so far out of this site's gossip loop that it's physically painful. I found out about this today... and to be fair, there probably isn't much boosting left to be done. But for what little good it might still do, I'll spread the word a little further.

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Feb
2nd
2019

Because nothing has EVER gone wrong with this kind of request: public opinion needed. · 5:26pm February 2nd

Well, since they put it on my userpage, I consider it to have been made public.

(I was going to sleep on it and answer later today. They're in a little more of a hurry. And AccurateBalance, if you're reading this, don't panic. We're just being silly Americans/Other and working this out via public debate.)

User Estee,

Greetings.

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Jan
15th
2019

Micro-update: released · 8:12pm January 15th

I'll try to say more later. I've been running back and forth for a few days now, and I just wanted everyone to know that A. she's out, with new meds and B. all I've been doing for the last few days is running back and forth.

I've had a New Story creation window open for twenty-three hours.

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Jan
1st
2019

Micro-update: waiting for the transfer · 6:45pm January 1st

The screener agreed with the current hospital's psychiatrist, and so this means they're looking for an appropriate facility with bed space available. (They almost had one, but the medication list got in the way. The place which they ultimately said 'No' to doesn't give patients morphine, and the last thing anyone needs is to compound what's happening with withdrawal symptoms.) This is complicated by the holiday, which has a lot of places running short-staffed. I was told that it's

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