That said fuck this year. But I also have not abandoned this project, have been learning new skills, and actively working on brainstorming. If it's gonna take three fucking years for me to make proper progress on this shit I might as well add as much to the ideas as I can to make it thematically cohesive and meaningful. That said! Here's a sneak peak to some shit I'm considering. Have fun!

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Okay so long story short. The anxiety's done and gone for the most part, or at least the physical attacks are. But my mother's recently been diagnosed with dementia and I'm having an intense trauma response to it while trying to process all the emotions that come with it, especially seeing as this has always been one of my worst fears. My mother has pills to help slow it down, and it was caught sort of early, so that's good. But on top of that I'm trying to remember why I love to write so I

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It's been months. The last 3-4 months have been exceedingly difficult mentally. But things are, hopefully, slowly getting better. On new medication, using a supplement to treat my anxiety. I've been very exhausted lately and near non functioning some days. Hopefully I'll be back to writing soon. In the mean time everyone please take care of yourselves. You can't be a hero, and can't be productive, if you don't first take care of yourself first. Happiness should beget productivity, not

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Title of the blog post says it all. I'm also getting a drawing tablet soon and gonna try my hand at drawing things for both my story as well as things for friends, and maybe taking commissions. I'm not a bad artist by any stretch, but hopefully I still have some of my old skill.

Despite how much pressure there's been and how much I've been through (move was great, but exhausting, and there've been other problems too like a bladder infection) I am ALMOST done with the next chapter and hopefully after that I'll have hit my stride! Alongside that, I am now on the east coast, plus I have been streaming a lot more lately as a way to relax. I'll post a link to my recent Chrono Cross playthrough below this:

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Thank you all for your patience so far. A few things have come up, including a friend who got Covid and double pneumonia. I'm also dealing with some other things and just have felt very demotivated lately. I've gotten a little done, but nothing substantial enough. I'm also moving cross country in April. I wanna try to get a chapter done before I go, but I also gotta start packing.

Poetry manuscript has been submitted, wish me luck. All the fucking EQBound videos have been edited and sliced up into parts, *finally*. Thanks to a friend. On top of all that, all that's left to do is make the thumbnails and upload them to YT. Then I am *done.*

Time to get back to work on TPwC, and hope for the best. >:)

Equestriabound VOD ep 1. More episodes to come with time.

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I figured I'd share some of the poems I have here to make a timeline of when these poems were written, and also to give a tiny sneak peak at some of them. I hope you all enjoy! There's going to be at least 30 poems in the final book, and I'll post about it here when the time comes! After that, I hope to finally be ready to move back onto The Paths we Carve. I have all my notes prepped, and they're pretty much finalized. I just have to finish writing out the actual prose.

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Okay so a lot's happened. I was off my Latuda for awhile, things were hellish, I'm back on it now. I'm feeling much better and just in general picking up. I'm starting to write a book of poems until I can fully bring up the inspiration to write formal prose and not just short expressive poems (which should hopefully be coming soon). Alongside that my poetry's excelled far beyond what it used to be and a lot of people are enjoying it and that makes me happy. It's also good because it was

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I have a bonus chapter planned (near the final bonus chapter) where Littlepip is ultimately convinced to become an alicorn. There's also a bunch of other things planned for this chapter (including coronation) that I can't go into without going into spoiler territory, but I was told I should let people know about it now because someone's intending to make a continuation of FoE. I've had this bonus chapter planned for about 2 months now, and the idea is representing Matter and Dark Matter

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During Covid? I figure I might as well just open up conversation for anyone who's interested. Curious if any of you have been doing better, doing worse, w/e. And see if I can't offer any words of support. Given I can't do any writing right now at all I figure I might as well check in for anyone who's interested.

Just have a month where things get wildly stressful and you're not even sure what's reasonable anymore? That's been the end of my month. I'm still trying to get back into the swing of writing, but a few other things have dropped on my plate in the meantime. Sorry folks! I'm trying really hard.

By Am Hydra/Hydra Derg

I'll be explaining exactly how it operates and how it makes sense when it comes up in the appropriate chapter. For now, feel free to speculate how and why Shaybna eventually obtains this form!

My utmost, sincerest apologies for how long it's taken. I did not expect to be out of commission for nearly this long. I promise I haven't lost interest, not even slightly. In fact I've been actively adding and modifying my notes this entire time, and been working on a premise for some bonus chapters, and changing some other things around. I have been actively planning and working, even if not in any substantial way on the actual chapter at hand. My greatest, BIGGEST hope right now is to

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I got a page done earlier today but I'm not expecting much of anything to really PUSH. I'm hoping to get the next chapter done within the next couple weeks (hopefully the next couple days) but I'm not making any plans. I've been dealing with a lot of... uhh. Stuff. Some of it good, some of it bad, some of it neither. It's been a really mixed bag of things. But overall I'm putting a lot of effort into healing, and I have a feeling that whatever the end result of this road is, is going to

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Been overwhelmed again but for both the same reasons and different reasons. Still going to therapy and it's helping a lot. I'm making giant strides each session. I recently cut off some 'family' who finally grew too toxic and I had to do it for my mental health. I also cut off a friend who hurt me in the past that I wanted to try to make new memories with but every time I tried it ended up going downhill over and over again ever since about 2007. Hopefully he'll change his ways and maybe

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Flit was tentative, biting his lower lip as he sat up. “I...” He looked up at Fear with watery eyes. “I might've gotten in a little in over my head. I scavenged in the Maneami Manifesto's territory because I was looking to make the big caps. You know how it is, right?”

“I do,” Fear grinned. “And now you're worried they're going to come for you. That someone saw you. Knows who you are and is going to hunt you down, yeah?”

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Most of us have 'em, most of us don't want 'em. I know I got scars from my past, from what I've dealt with. My face looks perpetually tired to the point I look strange and it kind of mars my face. I sometimes look supernaturally sad from being overwhelmed by emotions, and it's hard to wipe it off my face.

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I'm going to publish chapter 18 as is after it gets done in proofreading. And splitting what was once chapter 18 into two separate chapters. Solely because I want to try and keep chapters on the short-ish end of things from now on. It's currently sitting at 6.6k words and I have 1.4k words of the next chapter done already. It'll likely amount to 3-4k words once I'm done with it.

Expect the end to the cliffhanger soon!