I made a blog of this before, but I want to just have more people to talk to about this... I need support u.u

...My mom checked my phone again... I was so nervous I went into her room to talk to her about if after pacing around my room for a few minutes...

I was shaking so badly...

Fortunately, she was very understanding... a lot more than I thought she would be. She... she said some things that really bothered me, but she understood... she's not taking anything from me (except making me delete Skype and Kik again... sorry to everyone on there that I talk to... u.u) and she didn't get mad...

We did talk about my sexuality... I didn't really want to be open about it, since I'm not open about it at all in the real world...

I'm just... I'm still scared... she was also opposed to my boyfriend... I figured she would...

She just strikes at the moment I least expect it... at any second she could just snatch it out of my hands and look at everything I have that I want to be private, because she wants to "protect me"...

It's not worth all the horrible stress it gives me...

...she said I have to delete my FiMfiction account... at some point... she wants me to move to Facebook and Instagram. Bleh.

...ugh. What a great way to end Christmas. Crushing anxiety.

I'm sorry about all that. Our parents just want the best for us. I'm not sure what kind of stuff you're going through, but I would'nt push your mom away. Our parents can be a great help to us when we're going through tough things. Don't be afraid to talk to her about stuff. Even though she may be mad at first, nothing you could say could make her stop loving you. If you ever need to talk, feel free to PM me.

4945382 The parents are the only filter between children and the dark side of the internet. If you believe that your mother should stop protecting you, you must also believe that any child should be unrestricted when accessing brutal rape porn on the internet. You can't have it both ways, you know?

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That sounds quite a bit like what my mom would do.

4945382 I understand the frustration. But your mom is just trying to protect you. There are a lot of parents out there who would disown their kids for coming out, or even for being Bronies. You're pretty lucky to have a mom who's watching out for you and still loves you, even after all this.

If it gets too bad, there's no shame in waiting. And even then, you have friends here. If you do end up leaving, you can find comfort here in the meantime. We'll do whatever it takes to help make it easier for you.

Best of luck.