Haven't been doing too well

I'm tired, sore, and stressed to hell and back because I'm tired and sore.

Simply put, going to bed has resulted in lower back pain. I've tried everything short of rotating the mattress, but even then that's not a long term solution. I can't lie on my side or I'll get chest discomfort or very sore intestines the following morning. So I'm staying up later and later because that's only time I can get any sort of relief from the back pain, and we can't afford a new mattress.

So yeah, I've been feeling like shit lately, but I have started work on something...

I'm going to hit publish on it once I've posted this blog since the first chapter is done and ready to go. It should be up sometime soon here. And I'm posting so I don't have to worry about when to publish it, and so maybe I can get some positive feedback, or just something to lighten my mood or something.

Interacting with you all via comments on my fic is one of the few things I do online, I have a fair amount of trouble being active or social, there's only two people I talk to regularly (ponybird21 if you read this, I don't message you as often as I would like because I know you're busy and I worry that I'm bugging you because you have like, a job and studies and shit, and I'm introverted as fuck).

Hell, I'm only posting this because I'm tired as fuck, stressed as all hell, and my usual filters for this sort of ramble have gone out the window because of being tired and stressed. I've just reached a point where if I don't do something, I'm gonna start crying or something.

So yeah...uh I'm not doing so good, but I got some writing done at least!

I hope you all like Bloodborne.

Comments

[Martydi]

Damn. Any idea what's causing the back pains?

[Dragonfire2lm]

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The mattress is the cause, only getting the pain when I go and lie down.

Gonna work on a potential solution later, or at least a short term one.

[Martydi]

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Sounds pretty serious for just a mattress problem, but I'm hardly an expert. Hopefully you can figure it out quickly.

[Dragonfire2lm]

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Here's hoping.