Mandatory Intervention part 1

So this all started on December 2nd. Long story short, my ex friend Hailey walked up to me and started accusing two people who I had no contact with since middle school (I'm a 10th grader) of starting a borderline ableist rumor about me. Long story short, they had no idea what I was talking about and my theory was that Hailey thought I was just going to start beating up people for no reason. Why I gave her the benefit of the doubt idk. Anyway, the next day I was going to try and get a somewhat restraining order against her because she had been f*cking with and threatening me for years and I was honestly sick of her bringing up old issues.

It was at the same time that I learned that one of my old friends now hates me for no reason and none of our mutuals have no idea why. She was going on about how I was a b!tch to her friends, even though we have nearly no friends in common these days. I did end up apologizing to a couple people and the people who I apologized to also had no idea what she was talking about. So I landed on the idea that Hailey had been saying stuff. Typical.

And here's where one could say that I f*cked up. Basically I sent a text to my friend Olive saying something like "would offing myself be a public service at this point since so many people hate me?" Now, in my defense, we both talk about this kinda stuff fairly frequently and we both kind of have an understanding that we're simply venting. And to add to that, she had something similar a week or two ago over a three day relationship ending, I was literally having one of my ex friends actively attempting to make my life a living hell and succeeding. I don't wanna hear about how that it was inappropriate.

Anyway, she decided to take me literally while I was insisting that I was merely just upset and that I was not in crisis. I was literally describing in excreted detail why I won't be doing anything of the sort in the near future. So what does she do? She goes to tell the mf counselors while mentioning how much she hates my boyfriend and not mentioning Hailey once. Brilliant.

So I'm called down in the middle of Biology and see her in the hallway and she just says she was going to the restroom. Then I arrive and notice her name was on the sign out sheet. Naturally I start freaking out and ask if she told them anything. And she just straight lies to me. Like I wasn't going to find out in the next 5 minutes. So I get called in. They talk to me, but you know, I can't be s*icidal because I'm not depressed. I love my life! I can trust my friends! Everyone loves me! My home life is perfectly fine! And they didn't believe me when I told them my mom wasn't going to care and that both my parents are just going to be justifying their s#itty behavior (spoilers I ended up being right).

So I was absolutely pissed at my friend because she was saying the exact same things last week and I didn't go and snitch like that. "But TG she was just being a good friend" no. The thing about me is that I will talk about stuff when I'm ready and you aren't getting crap until then. And I have major trust issues with adults because of, oh, I don't know, the severe trauma I experienced for a full year of my life. She knows this, and did this anyway thinking it will help. And I was about to rip the counselor a new one and the only reason that I remained in that office was so that I could skip class. But I didn't forget about Hailey.

So I told the guy about all the stuff she had said and done to me, and some of that stuff counts as outright assult and harassment. (We're not using the b word cuz it's super triggering for me thx). And you know what this dude told me? Because she wasn't an outright threat to me there was nothing anyone could do

What the actual fuck?

So I was unbelievably pissed that not only were my parents getting contacted (I knew this from the beginning I'm not that stupid) but I wasn't even going to accomplish what I had intitially planned on accomplishing there. And there was no way I was going back to class. So I ended up leaving and having a mental breakdown chilling in a bathroom for 10 minutes. Eventually I knew I had to go back or people were gonna start looking for me. And I went to first retrieve my bag from my science room then walked down the hall to my history classroom. And somewhere along the way my hall pass fell out of my pocket. The pass said 10:23, it was now 10:45, so either way I wasn't getting out of this scot free.

So then I end up missing the rest of class to try and find my pass in the biggest high school in my state. Naturally I was not successful which led to me going back to the counselors office to attempt to get a new pass. Since I did not bother clocking out she had no way of knowing what time I had left. She never gave me a new pass and yelled at me for skipping (she didn't believe me when I told her I had to retrace my steps after my teacher made me) and threatened that she would "see me later". Let's stick a pin in that for now.

Let's skip to Wednesday. Hailey had come up to me once or twice over the past few days telling me to stop talking about her. And my response was naturally "if you want me to stop talking about the messed up stuff you do, stop doing messed up stuff to me". Phrased slightly differently as you can probably imagine. And I was telling Olive about this because I thought she was on my side, because you know, I'm not spreading rumors, I'm stating factual information that I can prove happened. But neither Olive nor Hailey seemed to realize the difference between those things.

And then all three of us met by the front door after school on Wednesday with dozens of kids watching and minimal teachers nearby.

And that's where we're stopping now simply because this is getting long. No outro this time because this story is far from over. I'll start working on the second part soon cuz I'm on a roll. :)

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Idk maybe one of these days I'll get my blog posts made into a book who knows?

Lol, they should. It'd be quite the story.