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  • 18 weeks
    Out of estrogen!

    Yeah, the truth is, my mind isn't quite right, right now, because I had to stop taking my usual high doses of estrogen that help me... As such, I have an awful creative block. In the meantime, I've been doing a lot of yoga, meditation, and a little bit of getting high too, if I'm being honest. But fear not, for help is on the way! I've solved my insurance dilemma and early next year, I should be

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  • 45 weeks
    I think I know the real reason?

    I've been doing a lot of thinking about this... I was married for six years and I've had many relationships with people of both genders before and afterward... However, for some reason, I can no longer remember anything good about my past relationships? I don't believe it's really my fault, but for whatever reason, I feel like something was taken from me? Something precious? Now, I'm not a

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  • 46 weeks
    Something happened earlier...

    Hello dear blog! Sure has been awhile! Well, a 19-year-old brony has been reading my stories for YouTube lately and my channel here has gained some popularity because of that. But that's not the biggest part of it... Well, he told me earlier that my Filly Eyes story got him to think that maybe not everyone is awful... The story written by me, a hardcore misanthrope, somehow gave off that

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  • 61 weeks
    Cyber-Scootaloo and Cyber-Twilight

    So out of nowhere, I started writing a Fallout Equestria story yesterday! It's from the first-person perspective of a cyborg... Her name is Scootaloo and she was mortally injured in an accident and cryogenically frozen... Later, she was thawed and rebuilt as a cyborg to save her life! She is built for battle. Her titanium alloy carapace was made to sustain punishment and her metal legs are also

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  • 65 weeks
    The Changeling Metaphor

    A changeling is a creature that feeds off love. They are shapeshifters who take different forms in order to drain others of their love. That's an apt metaphor for the way I used to be when I was pretending to be male. I felt like I had to be this "person" that they wanted me to be, or I would lose their love... And the truly messed up thing is, I was right. However, they're all gone by this stage

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Dec
11th
2021

On Twinkle Shine · 4:11am Dec 11th, 2021

Yes, the filly is obviously Cozy Glow, but for the purposes of this experiment, she really does have amnesia. The filly can't recall her past so well, just like I can't after all the changes that have happened to my body... Also, some of you have been wondering why she smokes dope? Well, understand first off that this filly represents me in Equestria. I'm a recovering alcoholic and I'm also autistic with suicidal depression. And while I'll be the first to admit that I probably smoke at least a little bit more than is necessary, it really does help with my issues! That said, Twinkle is very persuasive and so, this happened in my head as I wrote about the two ponies and their interactions. But like all of my OC's, past and present, I'll admit that I have a soft spot for the "dope-smoking Cozy clone", as well I should, considering I made her from me!

Also, you may have been wondering how in the hay I had chapter 2 ready so fast after releasing chapter 1 just yesterday? Well, inspiration comes in spurts and I gotta say, I felt that I had a story to tell very quickly. I wanted to talk about what haunts this filly's dreams and how it has the propensity to shake her to her core. She was frozen in a dreamless sleep inside stone for a very long time after all and there's still pieces in her head, even if they no longer exist in the world anymore.

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