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I had a dream last night. Matt and Cecilia were in it, and we were in high school again. Same school, same people, same clothes, same Stephen, etc, etc. It was just like the earliest parts of my teenage journals when I write about our re-connected friendship in high school. It seemed so real that when I woke up I wrote a whole page in the journal just recording every detail I could remember. Like I said, in the journal I wrote that I was confused when it seemed like Matt might have a crush on me in this dream. But now I wonder if it wasn't more than that. I mean...I'm having so much fun re-reading the journal. It's almost like living my old life all over again. Is it so crazy that part of me might enjoy becoming Matt's girlfriend again, just like in the journal?