I hate how long it's taking to get my head centered and focused on what I want to do for the next chapter of this story. So far none of my ideas are panning out, or amounting to more than a catchy saying without any meaningful substance to back it up.
If this doesn't clear up soon, I may open up the story to some filler chapters from other readers who'd like to take a crack at it.
It goes without saying, I'm not the fastest writer around these parts. Not anymore at least. Anymore it takes time to get an idea figured out, written down, and refined to the point I want to release it for being read. But this doesn't lend itself well to getting the chapters and updates churned out. And unfortunately it leaves you with more ideas being backlogged than you want to admit. It
Neither I nor the story are dead as of the time of this posting.
Turns out writing Ulquiorra from the outside perspective of uninitiated ponies is a lot harder than I thought it'd be, and I'm having to spend a lot more time in the brainstorming stage than I'm accustomed to.
I don't know when I'll have any story updates ready for upload. The last couple of chapters have left me in an uncomfortable place that I'm not sure how to move on from. This is going to take time to sort out.