Jul
9th
2021
Why can't life be more fair · 12:12am Jul 9th, 2021
It's 5 pm right now at the time of writing this and I can't shake the feeling I will never win at life I'll be stuck love/sexless/moneyless till the day of my death my soul deep down feels broken aimless like I'm waiting for death sweet embrace to take me away from this plane no this isn't a suicide note it's a person trying to find the age old answer the biggest question why can't life be fair why can't we have what we want in life something as simple as someone who loves you for you and you don't have too lie too get them to like you
If life was fair to everyone then it wouldn't be living; life is a journey, not a destination. Sometimes we're here fore the sake of others as well as for ourselves.
I was born with nf1, the doctors said I wouldn't make it past 2. But here I am 24 years later.
My mom use to be a big time partyer, she often times says that it's a wonder she's still alive. And she says it's because of me. Due to my condition she got out of that life.
I to often feel the way you do, but I do remember the joy I bring others. Whenever someone says thank you, even a stranger thanking me for kindness I show, it makes me feel like I'm pure light.
Life is a challenge, you're not meant to play it on easy mode
Life is hard. It's harsh, it's cruel, and other people can make things worse through all sorts of means.
Focus on the joy. Take what comfort you can in what makes you happy. Hold tight to that like a life preserver, because in many cases, it is.
still, feeling this? can i suggest somthing?
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I talk about this in a video called "asking the real questions" and i cried a lot in that video.
"What is the point of something that ends up going away and why you should even try?"
I know these topics might be different but I believe we share a common mindset. so here is my current answer.
maybe it isn't all about love, you say you want something but it never happens. that can not stop you from fantasizing about it.
write what your dream meeting might be (if it is on here please involve ponies and use Grammarly which is free) then when your finished think if what your dream might be possible and look around and get some feelers out there.
also love isn't just about looks it's about common interests as well so maybe include that.
just a few thoughts.. hopefully, this helps
if not thank you for sharing a cry with me.